Beginning and Ending

You have kept all my best parts,
Scary energy haunts in the dark.
Always, from the beginning,
I shared my loving heart.
Full of life a dream began,
Unaware of your crooked hand.
Could this have nightmares end..
Repairing empty voids felt so long.
Impressions you left, someone so strong.
Honor and respect however, did not belong.-
A stranger I let inside my inner core,.
Fearless and gave you open door.
Trusted you, a face full of disguise,
Could love exist when filled with lies?

Reflect and remember please today,
The words of love spoken day after day.
Gaining my loyalty and with you I stayed,
All the while, mislead and being betrayed.

Treat me as I am your true friend,
There to count on until the very end.
Replace that shadows that cover your heart,
It's swallowing you up, breaking us a part.

Dark and cold your feelings show,
I keep silent, I'm confused you know.
Real love blossoms and should grow.
Hiding those secrets strong your hold,
Darkness is covering feeling cold.
Chaos between us fighting and doom.
No peace I have in any room.

My heart aches for your loathe and hate
Empty and alone, but I chose this fate.
A trail of endless thunder quakes,
Afraid of you, my body shakes.
This heartache is killing me slow.
The dream drowning I must let go.
Failing to see what lay next to me.
The end of me I dont want to see.
Screams in my mind they won't end.
Embarrassment and shame wait ahead.

Change has come its cold and cruel,
Too bad I could not see I was your fool.
Difficult to accept I never had your heart.
All the picking and ripping me apart,
You couldn't or wouldn't leave behind-
A past that uses your guilt trapping your mind.

Create a life A promise of me and you,
Your words allusions and never became truth,
Unsettled feelings blow in with the wind,
I am crawling into my hole, safe again,
Hiding from myself this hurt in our end.


JD Anderson /Faery's Dream Writing

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