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you won't be forgiven
for a single tear that's stained this precious cheek. you won't be forgiven for picking on one so innocent and meek. you won't be forgiven for one single poison word you said. you won't be forgiven because they're all still racing through my head. you won't be forgiven for your wicked, wicked ways. you won't be forgiven for all my locust days. you won't be forgiven for your sick control. you won't be forgiven for shattering a soul. you won't be forgiven. I am your eternal accuser. you won't be forgiven for making me my own abuser. you won't be forgiven for the scars I put on my own skin. you won't be forgiven for such a subtle, deeply wounding sin. you won't be forgiven for destroying my faith. And you won't be forgiven for leaving me for death. I'm stronger than you ever were. I'm stronger than you ever were. I'm stronger than you ever were. Because I survived you. you won't be forgiven For everything you took from me, For everything you stole from me, For being my secret enemy, For scarring my identity 'til there was nothing left of me, you won't be forgiven. you won't be forgiven for all the pain you've given. And for this hell I'm living, you won't be forgiven. you won't be forgiven, even if you crawl on bended kee. How could I accept apology after everything you've done to me? And you will die alone inside the hell of your own skin, your only hopeless home. Yes, you will die alone. inside the hell of your own skin, your own unhappy home. you won't be forgiven for all your bullshit. And you won't be forgiven for making me feel I deserved it. you won't be forgiven for fucking with my head. you won't be forgiven 'cause you'll still be with me long after you're dead. you wont' be forgiven. My cries for help fell on deaf ears. you won't be forgiven for turning love and faith into fear. you won't be forgiven for letting me drown. you won't be forgiven for pretending nothing's wrong. you won't be forgiven for my self-hatred. And you won't be forgiven for all the chaos you've created. you won't be forgiven for killing all my dreams. you won't be forgiven 'cause nothing's what it seems. you won't be forgiven for distorting my reality. And you won't be forgiven for fucking me up royally. you won't be forgiven for playing games with my mind. And you won't be forgiven for being cruel and unkind. you won't be forgiven for all the wasted years. And you won't be forgiven for these unnecessary tears. I'm stronger than you'll ever be. I'm stronger than you'll ever be. I'm stronger than you'll ever be. Because I survived you.
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