Clutter

My doubt and fear keep me confined,
Worry and clutter all you will find
End this era of troubled time.
Give me back my honor and grace,
Release me from this hellish place.
A negative force engulfs my space.
Humble, honest and truly kind
An ugliness has burnt me blind.
Nothing is left inside my mind.
Always quessing and full of doubt
Beaten again, bled inside out,
Energy has fled I can not shout.
Positive energy challeging to keep,
Hard for me, I am meek.
You are strong, I am weak.
Loathe fills our world today,
All I want, to go away.
So little reason left to stay
Selfish to take heartfelt things,
Sad expressions my heart sings.
Happiness ripped away from me.
Needed strength unable to find,
Has the time come for me, tonight,
Life is waving and left me behind.

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