Further Considerable descriptions of me

Well whatta' you know!?
Here I am again after being so unsure if I would return having posted what can only be described as a cut short introduction.
I had been hoping to give a fairly brief account of my life and explain my reasonings for joining the site, however found myself enjoying myself so much I couldnt stop myself from going inappropriately indepth.

Well I have vowed that despite my huge urge to continue where I left off I am here to consider some of my here and now thoughts.

I do like the idea however, that one day a person will be reading my articles and will be eager to read up on my full, in-depth history. To this man I say:
"Fear not! I will continue where I left off one day... Just not today."

Now I must be honest, since writing my first item last Thursday evening I have done little other than consider how to progress. I did thouroughly enjoy myself the other night, remenising to myself and realising exactly how lucky I was to be born into such a loving family.
However, when I was between 14 and 20 all the writing I did (with the exception of GCSE/A-Level assignments) was creative. When allowed to write freely I enjoyed Horror/Thriller and, as I became a bit older, erotic writing. Remembering all of the writing I used to do leaves me with a niggling itch, just above my left elbow, to make an attemp at some creative writing.

This brings me neatly to one of the issues that I hope to discuss and consider in my writing:

There are too many things in life that I really love doing, and not enough time in the day to do them all.

To keep a long story short; I enjoy spectating almost all sports and regularly compete in martial arts tournaments; I can literally spend 24 hours gaming and not even notice a day has passed; I find movies completely engulffing (I'm currently watching Forest Gump whilst I type); I've been playing the guitar since I was 12 and still try to have lessons as often as possible with Tony Close (incredibly insperational player); Ontop of my carrer as an Engineering Technician I have just started the second year of my Civil Engineering HNC; I actively try to participate in as many outdoor sports as possible (mostly climbing), and have dreams of one day becoming a personal trainer and professional karate/kickboxing instructor. Ontop of all these things and more I am soon to be married to a woman that I most surely do not deserve, and who therefore deserves all the attention I can spare!
So adding to this list that I want to once more dealve into the darker/blue'r corners of my mind for hours at a time and the question needs to be asked:

"what I really want to spend my time doing?"

One option is to find my fortune doing something I enjoy and finding it fairly sharpish so that I can spend the rest of my days doing very little. Well, apart from everthing!!!

Anyway! Yet again I find myself babaling, which surely will not do if I actually expect people to willingly read my writing... Unless of course you feel otherwise. If you want me to babble just let me know, cause I can babble with the best of em!
Until that day though I will get back to the just off elbow itch.

Looking back over the years since I last attempted creative writing I can see lots of inspirational areas into which I can delve and elaborate as necessary to create the wanted atmosphere. Although if I am completely honest with myself (and you) I no longer carry the cocky confidence I once did. I am less naive and more aware of others knowlege, which makes me considerably more hesitant when exploring newer techniques and more aware of the disadvantages my dyslexia presents. I am also highly aware that it has been a long time since anyone presented me with some constructive cryticism regarding my writing, or offered any advise so that I could at least rest assured I was doing something write (see what I did there!? I'm sorry, I'll try not to do that again).

So should I delve into the deep, dark, dank, and explore the unkown horrors that strive to disrupt and disturb our most peacful sleep?

Or,

Should I delve into the creamy comfort of a lovers body, exploring the excitment created from one rose pettled kisse planted on the nape of the neck?

For now, I will continue to theorise what to do next and will endeavor to keep you up-to-date with my thoughts.

Once more, I have thoroughly enjoyed sharing my thoughts, and hope that you (yes you) enjoyed reading them.

Yet once more, the angelic voice of my fiance beckons me. Assuring me that my bedtime cwtch will forever be more rewarding and enjoyable than any hobby imaginable.

Night.