Life goes on

When you left, I thought I’d die
All I did everyday was cry
I wondered why you did lie
I wondered how I could ever say goodbye

The world has tortured me a lot
Many people have come and gone
My life has been changed from fast to slow
I’ve lost my smiles glow

So many have hurt me, broken me apart
You were the only one, who had my heart
I could never expect you to leave
I could never expect you to give me grieve

You were my best friend
Someone on who I could depend
And you're the one who I now regret
The one I’m trying to forget

I walk down the school hall
Trying not to fall
When I see you laughing with a wide smile on your face
Between us there’s very little yet a lot of space

I avoid meeting your eyes
Because I can only see lies
You never meant anything you said
You’re the reason I’m messed up in the head

Everyone cursed me and despised me
I just could never see
You were the reason
They all loved me when they knew the truth the next season

I tear your cards by my hand
You’re the biggest hypocrite on this land
You crushed my life
I’m so glad you left
But then why do these tears fall from my eyes?

No one ever hurt me this bad
No one ever made me this sad
The things you said
You killed me inside, my souls dead

I can't even look at you anymore
I’m glad you walked out the door
The more time you would take
The more you'd give me pain, the more my heart would ache

And now you call?
It’s just funny, how you can easily forget it all
You expect me to say something?
Now you mean nothing

Every passing day
I realized that without you the world doesn't end
I can be happy and gay
I have my other friends

They love me even if you don't
I have them and I don't need you
I don't need all those tears that I shed
For every piercing word you said

You’re out of my life, you're gone
I’m different now, a new me is born
I’m going to be strong
I’ll smile like nothing’s wrong

Cause each day is a new one
Each day, shines again the sun
cause from today on
I know that life goes on...


p.s dedicating to someone whos hurt me a lot. this ones for you. just to let you know that you don't matter anymore. i've finally moved on:)