Maybe

Maybe i will smile today
Maybe i will not
Depression taking over me
Ruining every thought

Maybe i wont cry today
Maybe i will
My body is weak, i cannot move
But i am not ill

Maybe things won't be so bad
Maybe they'll be worse
The sadness creeping up my skin
I feel that i am cursed

Maybe i will talk today
Maybe i'll just be silent
I see the people walking by
And they dont seem to mind it.

Maybe i'll be noticed today.
Maybe someone will see
The blank canvas that is my face
But i know that they'll just leave.

Maybe things will be okay
Maybe I'll die alone
I'll be unhappy all my life
Because thats all i've ever known.

Maybe i should just end my life
Maybe im worth no good.
I feel no meaning in all of this.
So im guessing that i should.

Maybe the knife won't hurt so bad
Maybe i'll feel the pain.
All my emotions will go away
All my life going down the drain.

Maybe someone will miss me.
Maybe someone will cry.
But nothing else matters now,
Its time to say goodbye.