A secret love

Your love is nothing but a dream
A wish only
A fantasy only
A thought only

We are so much alike
But yet different…

I want to tell you how much I like you
A wish to hold you
A fantasy to kiss you
A thought to make love to you

But you will never know how much I feel for you
And you will never know how much I want you

I am afraid that my secrets would ruin our friendship
Our laughter, our smiles and our time together is precious to me
I must not let my selfishness spoil what good friendship we have

I cry a little.
I wish a little
I fantasize a little
I now want to think little of us…

This lonely road is for me to walk alone
Only to realise that I will never be yours
And I feel sorry for myself…

Oh how I wish I have the courage to tell you!

But I must bid this feeling goodbye... somehow

So I will say it one last time

I love you. Take care. I LOVE YOU!

Goodbye…

A lonely road indeed
A sad road without doubt

You are my friend. I will see you again.

That enough, makes a smile upon my face….