Happy or Sad???

Here I am,
Sitting on my bed
Not knowing whether to be
Happy or Sad...

It's dark outside
The rain's finished its downpour
I don't know whether I am
Unhappy or Blessed...

I sit all alone
Because you have to work
Because the rains got to do it's job too
and...I sit here confused
Not knowing whether to be
Happy or Sad...

Should I be Happy?
Because I have you
Or because I am safe at home
Or Should I be Sad?
Because I can't help you
Or because there are so many others
drowned in the floods.

I sit here all alone
C
O
N
F U
S E D...

Not knowing whether to be

Happy or Sad...