Cutting Through The Pain

It's happening again
Why can't she just see
Whenever she does this
What it's doing to me

Just cause I am cold
Doesn't mean that I can't feel
When every time against her skin
She slides my sharpened steel

I can hear her crying
Where I'm hidden in her drawer
So I know what's coming
Though not what it is for

I know that she is hurting
And wants to kill the pain
But all it does is mask it
It will return again

There she goes again with me
The blood is flowing hot
No I may not have a heart
But still it hurts a lot

I hear her mother crying now
Wanting this to end
But what am I supposed to do
She sees me as her only friend