" I Wonder "

            I  Wonder


  I wonder.....is my picture still there,
  of me holding you?
  Do memories of who I am or was,
  fleet by your mind?

  At any particular time?

  Because I am in the picture,
  looking back out.
  And in my mind I wish,
  I were in your dreams.

  Because you're always in mine.

  I know I must be somewhere,
  because I was there once.
  My name on your lips, your smile,
  more then once in a while.

  I hope now even sometimes.

  I wonder......when you pass our park,
  do you feel my arms?
  The bench where we sat, the grass we laid,
  that particular way.

  Those were good days.

  I wonder, do you still play our song,
  in silence listening?
  Do your thoughts drift toward me,
  as the melody take you there?

  When we both shared.

  At a particular time each day,
  I hear your voice calling.
  Your heartbeat is still mine,
  because I am there.

  I know I am somewhere.

  Every moment I breath,
  awake and alone.
  You are my every thought,
  because you are here.

  Within my very essence.

  And I still love you,
  in that particular way.

  S A Gibbins  11-14-08