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This Craziness
It seems this craziness shall ever remain. I crave sanity in my life. When will my world become normal? Dare I even hope for that? Raising difficult children is almost more than I can do. This is not what I signed on for. I wasn't warned about this. My life's a psychiatric ward! Watching those you love make harmful choices is heartbreaking. Feeling powerless to help is a stabbing, searing pain. Just as I feel that I will never feel joy again, one of them does something that makes me smile, and fills my heart with life-giving hope. For a brief moment I can see light at the end of the tunnel. I can breathe without pain. Just for an instant I believe that sanity is within our reach. Pat Nelson December 24, 2008
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