WAR

One day I was lying by the pond thinking about nothing honestly I have not felt great in a while. It was so relaxing  just lying in the middle of know where leaving all your problems behind you I wish I could do this everyday but its hard when we move place to place you see my father goes to war all I think about is will he ever come back alive I wish that everyday but not today cause you see he’s dead rate now but for some reason I feel happy about that cause I know now he’s in a  better place now and I know he’s always by my side so that’s why today I lie down in the middle of know where leaving my problems behind me . Its about 10 years later and I still go to the same pond because that’s the one place I know my father will be, even though he’s not really there his spirit tells me I am proud of you and that keeps me going I go there mostly everyday leaving flowers by the pond where I lie cause that’s where my father is all the time at first I felt horrible being his daughter cause what happens if I never see him again but now I feel happy and remorse that I am his daughter cause we both have a place of our own the pond where you lie awake for hours leaving all your worries behind.