Expression

It's drizzling outside
and here I am
sitting in the cool breeze,
thinking of the nine months
that whizzed by,
and all I am reminded of
is something very delicate.
Delicate like a glass
and yet so strong
which could have been shattered by a drop,
but it strengthened with each step.
On this beautiful day,
  I am reminded
of the moments we shared,
the infectious laughter
and the support during tears.
And that makes me wonder
did I really deserve all this
or was I lucky by chance?
And here I am
  smiling as wide as I can,
looking at the clear sky
with hope and little dismay.
  Hoping against hope
that the rain never stops!