Vanished

VANISHED
(October 2, 2008)

I've heard your apologies many times
Heard you say that you're sorry
Sorry for letting weeks go by
Without writing me
Heard you reassure me
That we are still friends
That you really care about me
And that you will never vanish from my life
Yes I believed every word you said
Believed that we are really friends
Yet I stopped feeling that way
Because you are not around
And you do not write me
I feel alone and abandoned
And I feel like you vanished from my life
Never to return
Whether it was your choice
Or just how life goes
You are not here with me
And your existence cannot be traced
Because you vanished
Never to return