I LOVE A KILLER

I love being alone in my silence. I don't have to be aware of anyone's presence...
except their's...
These words that move me.
This force that pushes me.
This world that hates me.
This life that makes me...

And then, there's you.
I've found myself... Now, how do I find you?
I believe, but my faith is fading.
This lonely feeling.
This numbness.
This knowledge.
This dumb shit!

Is there anybody in there?
It's coming. Be ready...
Is there anybody out there?
Just take me. I'm ready...
Nothing ever happens. This pain is not enough.

I need your torture. I need the break;
the thing that ignites my INSTABILITY.
CHALLENGE ME...
Make me go through something severe. I need suffering to SEE.
I need your TRAGEDY...

You make me smile... I love a killer,
It's such a TEST.
I devour your INNER...
It's what helps me BEST.
Come find me, my SINNER.
I've maxed my potential.
Give me back what's mine and give up denial...