RELAPSE TO DEAD DREAMS

RELAPSE-
Simple structures and complicated beings.
Living unexamined lives...
What is the meaning?
I don't care who you are to me anymore...,
I've relapsed into my sanity.
Came back to your dull fucking world...
Gave into reality.
Giving up all dreams...
Damn, how it kills me.

I can handle all of this...
The fake shit it was built upon.
Welcome back a piece of the old me...
The part completely numb.
-Who's sick addiction you wouldn't wait on...

You never knew me...
And never will.
Because, I don't know either...
This is the kill.
-And now, I'm the one who doesn't feel.

DEAD DREAMS-
  I'm dying on the inside. You've slowly broke me down.
I don't understand why you've brought me back around.
  You saved me from myself, just to kill me in the end.
Tell me now, how I'm suppose to hate my sweetest friend.
  I know I should've stayed... I know I should've stayed away...
But, you couldn't leave me behind and now I've come back to stay.
  You say, you can't be here now, and nothing is the same.
I should've never left you... Or ever came back to this place.
  But, now that this is real and all we had is over...
I wish I could forget you...
  I wish you would REMEMBER ME.
Emotions all anew. I miss being numb.
  So, the next time that I leave,
just leave me far behind.
  You are my killer. My love. My hero... My demise.
I'm beginning to wake up as I slowly start to feel.
  I want back my insanity, this is all too real!
It's time to go where I belong and stay inside my head.
  I'll try and find lost dreams, to bring back to me what's dead.