Love Letter

My love,

Well, first and foremost I want you to understand that I love you very much, I didn't think I would fall in love with you. Nevertheless, I did and I thought that with your situation and the way things were, we "You and I" wouldn't go any further then that game. However as time passed and as I talked with you more and more I found myself thinking about you all the time I really didn't think anything of it until I was having a conversation with someone about you, I was told that I was in love. It took me a minute because I couldn't believe that they would say that and I thought for a minute about all the things that we talked about what I would go through when I wasn't talking to you. I have vivid dreams about you and me together holding hands even kissing in public something that you said you didn't like. I guess that's the benefit of a dream.

I would have dreams about you and your lil boy with me. All of us would be going out to the movies or on a picnic spending time together. With me trying to get to know him a little better. I sit thinking about your family and mine sitting down having dinner your Mom and mine having a laugh and talking about all the things that we did as children. When I think about you, I get this feeling in my chest like my heart is going to explode, I can't really explain it. When we talk on the phone I want to be there with you holding you, kissing you, laughing with you making you laugh, and all these things, sitting up at night watching you sleep, waking you up in the morning with breakfast in bed.

Not being with you kills me for every second that I don't hear your voice, and just the little things that you do that are so cute to me. I want to experience many things with you. Just thinking about you inspires me to write poems and stories. I listen to how you love your family and how your family loves you, and all the love that I have for you. It engulfs me in this world of warmth that I didn't think was possible. I love you Seleska I truly do.

My love for you goes without being said, the thought of you puts a smile on my face.
When not beside you my body longs for you, wanting to feel the touch of the woman that I love. When I think about you I wonder why I never found you before now, how did I ever over look this priceless treasure? I never want to let you go. Thinking about you makes my heart flip like a fresh fish out of water, I can't take it anymore, but I feel like I have no heart. I can't believe it, I can't feel my heart, it feels like I've given it away. I sit alone at night and think of all the time that we spent together it makes me sick because it was a time that I'll never forget.

If I could take that time and put it in a never-ending loop I would, when I wake I think of nothing but you. When I sleep I dream of you and me together, and at times I don't want to wake because I wouldn't be there with you, the light that you shine can be seen far and wide. I can't even sum up how much you mean to me, it's a combination of different emotions; to me you're more then the woman that I love you're my best friend, a confidant, my lover, to fully understand what you are to me you have to come up with a new word. My love for you is deep as an ocean, big as the sky, and infinite as the universe. I love you more then anything you or I can imagine.

I love you Seleska,

Chris