Cure for Writer's Block

Ideas I want to express:

I don’t want you to feel like I left you.
Everywhere that I go,
You will be there.
I wish I could go without you.
One day, I will learn to forgive you.
I do not love you anymore.
Whenever I hear your name, I think I might hear from you sometime soon.
I never do and I refuse to call you.
I think that all men are exactly like you, which isn’t fair to me or them.
You we never fair.
I had no idea that you were only going to be temporary.
I liked myself better when I was with you, but that is not fair either.
I feel completely detached to you.
Sometimes for a brief moment I start wondering what the fuck I am
going to do without you forever.
I know I still love you
but denial never hurts
as much as losing you did.
I’d rather be alone then with another,
and I hate being alone.
I have been alone for years.
I tried to take someone else seriously
but I failed.
There were times when I thought you were sick for doing what you did to me.
I always thought you were too good for me.
You always told me that I was too good for you.
I still think that you are too good for me.
I never felt comfortable being your girlfriend because your eyes
were always wondering.
There were times when I felt like I needed you.
I kept all of your secrets.
I never felt like you really liked me.
Now I never feel like guys like me.
I never lied to you.
Once I tried dating a guy because he was exactly like you,
but he dumped me.
I know you went through my poetry the only time you slept at my house.
Most of it was probably about you.
If you ever met my father, he would have hit me
just for talking to you.
That's why you never met my father.
It doesn't matter, because I don't like him anyways.
I think I broke your heart more than you broke my heart.
I know that you were always in love with me,
I stopped believing in 'too late',
because I'd still pick up if you called.