If You Just Say Yes!

It had been a year since I had been home. Even within that time, I noticed that my little hometown in NorthCarolina had changed for the better. New businesses and new housing developments were popping up every where. Every where except my old neighborhood, that is. It had gotten worse. People actually walked around looking like zombies, like they believed that they did not have anything to live for, that this side of town was all that they knew. Though my heart was about to burst with tears as I drove through my old neighborhood, I was glad that my family was fortunate enough to move to the other side of town.
But in spite of all the run down houses, the flow of the 'white powder', the crack rock and the heroin that every one seemed to enjoy, the hottest parties were held on this side and when my friends heard that I was in town, the invitations began.

As I pulled up to where I was instructed to meet a few of my friends for an outdoor party, I had the certain feeling that my night was going to be one to remember.

While walking through the crowd to find my friends, I noticed a few people and said my hellos. I finally saw Dorian and Shelly talking to guys whose backs were towards me. But I recognized the one in the red stripped polo looking shirt. I would recognize that stand blind fold.
Just watching him from afar made my insides capsize. I could not believe that after all these years, he still had that affect on me.
Now there is nothing like walking through a crowd and your clit start to quiver. I just wanted to stop in my tracks and squeeze my thighs together real tight!

But instead I strutted my horny ass in the direction of a man that I had wanted to get with since high school. This had to be a good night.

"What’s up girl?" Dorian said. I had not seen 'MissThang' since we ran into each other at Macy's in D.C. a few years ago. I gave ‘her’ a quick hug.
“It’s about time yo butt got here,” Dorian said. “Look who’s here,” she whisper to me. she had that look on her face. Like she knew something I did not know.
"Hey Shelly," I say to my other friend.
“hey girl,” Shelley said with the same look. “And chile I must say you is wearing that jean skirt.”
“And is . . .” Dorian chided in.
And then I turned to him, his eyes were on me the whole time. I could feel them.
"What’s up Doris?" he said. He held his arms out then. I embraced the sound of my name rolling off of his tongue, with the same Brooklyn accent he had when we were kids, before I fell into his warm embrace. I had dreamt of this moment for nearly ten years. Over the years that I’d known him, this was as intimate as we had ever gotten. Where ever he saw me, he would always embrace me with a hug like no other. His mid-section would be semi-hard each and every time, leaving me to wonder if it was because of me that he would get this way and what it would be like if he had taken my virginity at the time. If there was anyone I ever wanted, it was KevinDeVaughn.
"I'm fine," I managed to say
"Yeah I can see that," he whispered in my ear as I pulled from his warm embrace.
Shortly after that embrace, some where between friends rushing to holla at me or his friends
wanting to holla at him, we became separated. At one point, I thought he had left and I wanted to leave. But I knew that there were a lot of things left unsaid between us. I sat at the next bench that was available and searched the yards for him. I did not want him to see me searching, if in fact, he was off some place watching me. It was then that I noticed him, standing amidst a circle of friends. I caught his eyes and that soft smile across his lips. I blushed uncontrollably and turned away only to look back and find his eyes on me still. We played eye tag for about 30 minutes while mingling. And then I lost him again. I saw him pull off in a black Durango with three other guys’ moments later. My evening was crushed. Yet something was telling me that the night had not even begun.
The party started dying out around 10 o’clock. Me and my girls decided to go clubbing at Sparks but first I had to go to my hotel room and freshen up. Dorian promised to pick me up at midnight. She knew that my goal tonight was to drink as much alcohol humanly possible and that I would be in no shape to drive at the end of the night.
As I fondled with the key card to open the door I heard him call out my name. I thought that I was hearing things but I turned to see him standing there in a fresh pair of jeans and a white button down SeanJean shirt. He sported the classic AirForceOne Nike shoe and smelled enticingly good. I was so mesmerized by him that I did not know that I dropped the key card until he picked it up off the ground.
“let me find out we’re at the same hotel,” he smiled, opening my door for me. I suddenly felt nervous. I knew what I wanted to happen right now, but did not know how to begin.
“Kevin,” I said still shocked. The door to the room was wide open and he peeped in to see if anyone was there.
“You not going out?” he asked.
“As a matter of fact, I only have an hour to get ready,” I said. “You going?”
“Yeah, I guess so. I’m not really up to it but my boys insisted,” he said.
“We’re going to Sparks. I’ve never been there before. Would you like to come in?”
“I’ve never been there before either but I hear it’s hot. You sure it’s okay?” he asked.
“What?” I said losing my train of thought.
“To come in? I’m not going to get mauled by a jealous boyfriend or husband am I?” he said with his hands up.
“Boy no,” I said playfully. He followed me into the cozy room and sat on the chair in the corner by the window. I sat on the bed and took my shoes off.
“I am really surprised to see you,” he said.
“Me too! I didn’t think that I was ever going to see you again.”
“Really? Why would you think that?”
“I don’t know. After graduation, I left town and then I heard you left and moved back to Brooklyn.”
“Yeah,” he said. “I didn’t take it serious that you were leaving. You would always go to D.C. during summer vacation and every summer you would tell me you were staying but you would always come back for the next school year,” he said.
I did not know what to say right away. I remember telling him that I was leaving and at the time, he did not seem that much concerned. I remember waiting to see if he was going to show up to see me off. He never did and I was crushed.
“So what are you doing in Brooklyn?”
“Promoting,” he said. “I got a heap of rappers, a few R&B singers and am currently working with this all girl rock group. It’s challenging,” he sighed. “but I’m doing well for myself. I’m ready to settle down and raise a family.” He searched my eyes as if to look for an answer.
“Really?” I asked. I did not know where that was going. Why was he telling me that he wanted to get married? Was I a candidate? Or was he here just to hit it and then marry some one else? Was I up for that? I could not deny how sexy he looked with his shirt opened at the top. I watched his full lips as he formed every word. I wanted to kiss them. I knew that he was a great kisser. I had never kissed him before. But something deep down inside of me knew that those lips were deadly.
“And what about you?” he asked.
“I have my own radio show at HUR,” I said.
“That’s right! I heard about that. I’m not surprised,” he said. “You were one of the hottest female rappers back in the day.”
“I was the hottest,” I laughed.
He laughed but then the room got quiet.
“So tell me this,” he said with a serious tone in his voice. He looked away from me when he said, “What happened to us?”
But then my cell phone rang, and I excused myself to the bath room to talk to Darrell, a guy whom I was seeing off and on in D.C. and had recently made up my mind to stop seeing. Only he did not know it yet.
“Hey,” he said. “I was just thinking about you and thought I’d call. Can I come over?”
“I’m not even in town,” I said.
“Oh,” he said. “You weren’t going to tell me?”
“I don’t owe you any explanation for my where-a-bouts, Darrell,” I said.
“If we’re seeing each other you do,” he said.
“We’re not really seeing each other. You’re the one that suggested that we see other people.”
“Oh so you’re seeing someone right now?” he asked.
“What’s it to you?” I said.
“Because I don’t want you to be with no one else,” he said softly. Any other time, that tone in his voice would have made my clit quiver. But now, it only made me angry. DarrelleSutton laid with any woman he wanted to at any time with out any consideration for me. I am partly to blame for that because I knew about the other women. I thought that by staying by his side through it all, that he would eventually leave all those other women alone and be with only me. I was fooling myself.
For him to call me up now and act like he really wanted to be with me was driving me mad. He was the one that took the boundaries off of our relationship not me. Now that I was slowly getting him out of my system, he had been very persistent about us being together. I was not about to let him continue to have me any time he wanted however, I had decided to do it without explaining anything to him, the way he does me. He wanted to continue talking about it even when I kept telling him I could not talk. He kept insisting that I tell him if I was with someone or not. I ended up hanging up on him because he insisted that we talked about it. I silenced the phone when he called back. Men hate the game when it’s turned on them. Knowing what I knew now, I wished that I had cut him off a long time ago.
“I’m going to jump in the shower right quick,” I yelled to Kevin. I knew he had heard my conversation so to avoid any questions right now; I slipped out of my clothes and ran the shower.
“Okay well, I’m going to step out for a few minutes,” he yelled back. “I’ll be right back.”
“Okay,” I said.


Kevin was back at my door as soon as I slipped one foot into my 4 inch metallic high heel shoes. They complimented my little black dress and when Kevin saw me, I had to place my hand under his chin to close his mouth.
“Wow,” he said. “You still gorgeous after all these years.”
“Thank you,” I blushed, closing the door behind him.
He just watched me now and it was then that I knew what he wanted.
“What?” I asked looking at him feeling quite vulnerable.
“Just waiting for you to answer my question. What happened to us?” he asked again.
“You never made your move,” I said walking over to the mirror to put my earrings on.
“You never made yours,” he answered.
“I’m not used to making the first move, you know that.”
“Well, I didn’t want to destroy what we had. We were good friends, Doris. I didn’t want to put that in jeopardy.”
“How would you be doing that?” I asked, turning to him now.
He got up out of the chair and moved closer to me. I felt the hairs on my arms and the back of my neck rise up.
“You know I had a lot of female friends,” he said fondling with the remote that was on the counter top. “At the time, I was not willing to give them up to be with one girl. But now . . .”
He looked at me now, his eyes filled with emotion. He ran the tip of his fingers up my arm and over my shoulder.
“Kevin . . .” I said. I really did not have anything to say.
“All these years, I waited for this opportunity to tell you how I feel praying that I wasn’t too late. I heard you talking to your friend on the phone. Am I too late, Doris?”
I don’t know why tears formed in my eyes. Maybe it was because now I knew that he was going through the same thing that I was going through. I too was also wondering if it was too late. I was worried that he had a wife and family by now.
he reached up and wiped the tears that rolled down my cheeks.
“I didn’t mean to make you cry, Doris,” he said running his thumb across my lips. Just hearing him say my name filled me up with emotions and when I closed my eyes, and felt his lips on mine I almost cummed in my panties. His kisses were so soft and when his tongue became intertwined with mine, I soaked my panties. I pulled away immediately.
"What do you want from me?" I asked looking up at him now.
"I just want to be with you, Doris. I've always wanted to be with you. But I didn't want the commitment." he kissed my neck then and then he kissed my breast right through my dress. He made his way all the way down to my belly, lifting up my dress and getting down on his knees.
He ran his hands all over my smooth body, leaving me to shiver to his soft touch. He looked up at me now, deep into my eyes and out of no where presented a little blue suede box. "Will you marry me Doris?"
"Kevin!!!" I said. I did not expect him to propose to me and it felt weird. We had not seen each other for every bit of ten years. Sure we had grown up together since 4th grade. Sure we were inseparable but marriage was a whole different thing.
"You don't even have to answer me now baby," he said standing to his feet. He took the 14 carrot gold ring out of its box and placed it on my ring finger on the right hand. "You can wear this while you think about it. I’ve had that for a long time, waiting for the day to place it on your finger you know that?" he said.
"No I didn't," I said admiring the glow from the ring. I stood on my tip toes to kiss him this time. I felt his hardness and pressed myself closer against him.
"Can I make love to you, Doris?" he asked.
"Yes," I whispered to him.
"Yes I can make love to you or yes you'll marry me?" he said grinning.
"Yes," I just whispered again.
He undressed me slowly then, kissing me all over passionately, until I had on nothing but the stilettos. I looked over at the clock on the wall and it was already 15 minutes before midnight. Dorian would be here soon. I hope she does not get mad when I do not answer the door. I could not be worried about that right now so I focused my attention on Kevin and his touch and kisses. I did not know that a mere touch could be so erotic.
Kevin laid me on my back kissing my forehead, then my neck, then my breast, my belly and then my moist pussy. He ran his tongue ever so lightly over my swollen clit that it caused me to shiver. It was when he plunged his tongues deeper inside of me that made me scream out of mere pleasure. I had never had my pussy catered to like this before. I remembered reading something in Essence magazine where one expert said that most women did not know how to enjoy the sex. She said that we concentrated too much on having the orgasms without enjoying what’s in between. She said if we just relaxed and let go, we would enjoy the most wonderful climaxes ever. And so, realizing that I may have been a little tensed, I let go while Kevin pleasured me with his tongue and fingers. the moment I relaxed, I felt myself coming to a climax. Not wanting to let that moment pass, I continued to stay relaxed. I could not help but to call out his name and the more that I did, the more turned on he became.
He stood up now, taking off his shoes, then his shirt, jeans and boxers. He had the most beautiful dick I had ever seen in my life. It was long, wide and stiff and could easily reach just a little past his belly button. He placed a condom on his hardness and with no further a due, entered me slowly. At first, he pushed the head inside. I held my breath. I knew that my pussy had tightened up over the months. It had been 5 months since I slept with anyone.
“I always knew that my pussy was good,” he whispered to me.
“Awwww Kevin,” I moaned.
“I’m going to make this all mine,” he said thrusting further inside of me.
I screamed out in pain, but he only thrust harder. I dug my nails deep into his back but it did not seem to bother him.
“Ahhhhhh baby,” he whispered. “I’ve been waiting for this you know that?”
“Me too,” I moaned.
“Now that I got you, I’m never letting you go.”
“Okay,” I answered. His voice relaxed me and I took his entire dick in my pussy. The harder he thrust, the more I screamed. I did not care if anyone heard me scream. This was the best love making I had ever had and I wanted the whole hotel to know.
“This my pussy, baby?” he said.
“Yeessssss,” I answered.
“Tell me,” he demanded.
“This yo pussy baby,” I moaned.
He pulled himself out of me and smacked my ass.
“Give me my pussy from the back baby,” he demanded.
I turned over for him and pulled myself up on my hands and knees.
He entered me slowly but his thrust became harder as I relaxed and opened up for him.
“who’s pussy is this?” he asked.
“yours,” I whispered.
He trust harder, “I can’t hear you.”
“It’s yo pussy baby,” I screamed.
“That’s right,” he said. “Don’t forget it.”
“Oh Kevin,” I said as I was about to reach the biggest orgasm I’d ever had in my life. He felt it and was about to cum. His thrust became stronger and hard and his breathing, heavy.
“Ah girl,” he moaned.
He pumped my pussy harder and harder as we both cummed at the same time. I squeezed my pussy around his dick and was glad that he did not pull out like Darrell would have done. He kept his dick in my throbbing pussy until I collapsed on the bed. when my pussy finished throbbing, he grunted, pulled out and collapsed beside me.
“That’s the best pussy I’d ever had,” he said.
I just smiled, not even trying to fight the sleep that was creeping up on me. For it was the best dick that I’d ever had too.