Journal Nov. 16, 2004 thru Jan. 28, 2006

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I tried to get a library card today, but I was unsuccessful because I failed to provide an address and phone number.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

I went to a meeting this morning. In the afternoon I went to Albertson's and bought some milk and cereal. When I got back to the motel I realized I had left my ID and library card at the store. I had to walk all the way back to Albertson's, and it's a mile away. I got my stuff back.

Monday, November 22, 2004

I went to the library today and got on the Internet. I started an interactive story. I managed to save enough money over the weekend to eat breakfast at McDonald's, but I forgot to get a receipt.

Thanksgiving

My mom came to visit and we went to Marie Callender's. We went to see the Incredibles at the theater and I got a haircut.

Thursday, December 2, 2004

I found out today I am moving into Transitions on Monday.

Saturday, December 4, 2004

I ate at Denny's and forgot to keep my receipt so I went back and got it.

Monday, December 6, 2004

Today I moved into Transitions. Everybody seems really nice.

Thursday, December 9, 2004

I got my first chore today, cleaning the bathroom. I'm thrilled.

Friday, December 10, 2004

I saw a drafting table on sale at Aaron Brothers. I'm going to try to get my mom to get it for me.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

I got a meatloaf recipe from my sister over the phone so I'll be prepared when it's my night to cook dinner.

Monday, December 13, 2004

I talked to my mom over the phone and she said she was going to buy me a drafting table, but I'll have to pay her back when I get paid for working on the farm.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

I started working at the farm today. I did a lot of bending over and it was hard on my back.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

The work on the farm today was easier than it was yesterday. After work, I went to the library and created another interactive story.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Big news today. My mom bought me a drafting table, office chair, and lamp. It all came together for $99. My mom paid for it at Aaron Brothers in Santa Barbara and I picked it up at the Aaron Brothers in San Luis Obispo. It came in a big box and it took me 2 hours to assemble.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

My mom came to visit me today. She brought me some Christmas presents. I got a Spiderman 2 DVD, a pair of Levi's 501's, a sweatshirt, and a pair of slippers. She also gave me $5.00 in a Christmas card. It was good to see my mom. She drove from Santa Barbara on her way up north.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

I used the $5 my mom gave me to buy one hour of Internet time. I started a new interactive story called "Regan Dare." She is like a female Flash Gordon on a planet called Zeptar.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

I talked to my Aunt Josey on the phone and wished her Merry Christmas. I also spoke with my mom, and my sister Shanna and my youngest sister Dianna.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

I watched my Spiderman 2 DVD that I got from my mom for Christmas.

Monday, December 27, 2004

It was my night to cook tonight. I made tuna casserole and it turned out all right.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Today was an uneventful day. I went to the library and worked on my interactive stories. I came home and did my chore, and I talked to my Aunt Josey on the phone.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

I got fifty bucks in the mail today from a lady named Liz who used to live at Roandoak. She promised to look after my belongings when I got locked up, but she left my stuff at Roandoak when she moved away, and the fifty dollars was her way of reimbursing me. I bought a book at Barnes & Noble called "The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay." It's about two comic book artists in the 1940's. I also bought a tablet of Bristol board.

Friday, December 31, 2004/Saturday, January 1, 2005 (New Years)

I stayed home and waited until midnight. I had a good time with the guys. We drank sparkling cider and ate lunch meat. After midnight I called my relatives to wish them Happy New Year. I had a good talk with my Aunt Josey.

Monday, January 3, 2005

Today I finished a book called "The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay."

Wednesday, January 5, 2005

I forgot to mention that I started socialization Friday. I went tonight and we had kieshe for dinner. We also watched Arnold Schwarzenegger deliver the state of the state address.

Friday, January 7, 2005

I discovered a little coffee shop near the railroad tracks. Scott bought me some coffee there. It is the perfect place to work on my stories.

Saturday, January 8, 2005

There's a cat named Jasper who comes to the backyard. I played rough with him and he bit me and scratched my arm up.

Monday, January 10, 2005

My mom came to visit me and gave me $10.00. She also gave me a nice birthday card and threw me for a guilt trip because I hadn't gotten her a birthday card, because her birthday was on the ninth.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

I went to that coffee shop I mentioned earlier and worked on my "Six Millimeter Man" story.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

It's my birthday today, and I ran into some rotten luck. I got hit by a bicyclist while crossing Monterey street, and I hurt my arm a little bit. On a happier note, I celebrated my birthday at the house and we had cake. I also called all of my relatives and they wished me happy birthday.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

I went to Cal Poly twice today and got on the Internet at the University Union study hall. I added about a dozen chapters to my interactive stories.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

I went back to Cal Poly today and brought a lunch with me. I typed out chapter one of "The Six Millimeter Man."

Monday, January 17, 2005

I didn't go to Cal Poly today because it's a holiday and I figured the study hall would be closed. I went to socialization and we listened to music as an activity.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

I went to work today at the farm. I got a ride from Chris in the morning, and at 1:00 I got a ride to general hospital from a guy named Tim. From there, Chris picked me up and dropped me off at Scolari's. I had an appointment with Dr. Hynman, and everything went well. It was my night to cook, and I baked chicken. Wolfgang helped me.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

After I met with Mike I went to general hospital and picked up my medication.

Friday, February 11, 2005

It was a busy day today. I went to social security to apply for a social security card. I went to the Transitions main office to apply for working at the farm. I went to general hospital to pick up my atenolol.

It was my night to cook tonight, and I made tacos.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I went to a clinic on Santa Rosa to get a chest X-ray, but they couldn't give it to me because Cathy at Transitions didn't write it down on the form she gave me.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

I tried out my new inking course today. It's going to take some getting used to.

Monday, February 14, 2005

I went to socialization today, and I went and got my X-ray so I can work at the farm.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Eric went to the dentist and got a tooth pulled, so he couldn't escort me to the NA meeting tonight. I didn't go.

Friday, February 18, 2005

I didn't have bus money to get to the farm so I called in and told them I couldn't make it. I went to socialization instead, and we went and saw the elephant seals in San Simeon. I borrowed $7 from Steve to buy lunch, so I won't be able to go to Taco Bell when I get paid Tuesday, in keeping with my budget.

Saturday, February 19 & Sunday, February 20, 2005

I slept most of the weekend and didn't get any work done on my comics course.

Monday, February 21, 2005

I got some work done on my comics course.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I went to socialization, and then to Conrep.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I woke up at 4:00 this morning and called in at the farm and told them I can't make it any more.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I went to N.A. tonight with Eric. I didn't speak because I couldn't think of anything to say. A crazy lady downtown invited me to a birthday party, but I didn't go.

Friday, February 25, 2005

I went shopping with Evan today because I cook on Saturday. Afterwards, I went to the library and printed out a picture off the Internet to use as a photo reference for my comic.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

I cooked baked chicken and rice for dinner tonight, and it turned out all right. I went to bed early, because I was tired from doing my chore late at night, which was mopping the floor.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

I slept most of the day, then I got up and got some artwork done. I found out I need a corked ruler to do the borders of my panels in ink to keep the ink from smearing. I also watched most of the academy awards.

Monday, February 28, 2005

I went to socialization today, and I came home and rested. There isn't much that happened today.

Tuesday, March 1, 2005

I went to socialization today. They went to Pismo, but I had to stay behind because they left at 12:00 and I had to go to Conrep at 1:15. I came home and watched TV and rested.

Wednesday, March 2, 2005

I went to social security today. I've been approved for SSI. I saw the doctor about my sleeping problem, and he recommended taking the risperdal in the morning instead of at night. I went to socialization and we had tuna casserole.

Thursday, March 3, 2005

At socialization today we walked to the park and played Bocce ball. At NA tonight I talked to Eric about my N.A. birthday coming up in May, and he said to get permission from Mike to go.

Friday, March 4, 2005

I went to socialization, then Mike came over and gave me $15. I went to Taco Bell, and I bought some ice cream at Scolari's. I have a Scolari's card now.

Saturday, March 5, 2005

I woke up and made a couple of milk shakes in the blender, then I went back to sleep. I slept most of the day, and we had burritos for dinner.

Sunday, March 6, 2005

Nothing much happened today. I slept all day, and I did my weekend chore which was polishing the wood tables and cleaning cat hair off the furniture and watering the houseplants.

Monday, March 7, 2005

It was my night to cook, so we went shopping for groceries at Food-4-Less. I was cooking hot dogs and French fries, but I forgot to get the French fries.

My mom stopped and visited me, and she took me to a coffee shop. I told her I forgot French fries, so she took me to Scolari's and gave me money to buy two bags of French fries.

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

I went to socialization and we went to the Barnes & Noble bookstore. I went to the library and got on the Internet afterwards. At 8:00 at night, I watched American Idol and I called in on the toll free number and voted for Jessica Sierra.

Wednesday, March 9, 2005

I watched the Antarctica presentation Dr. Myers brought in to Conrep, and I ate a roast beef sandwich and drank Coke. I went to socialization and we had breakfast for dinner and played bingo.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

I called Eric and he told me he was going to meet me at the N.A. meeting. When I got there at 6:30, he wasn't there, and I got worried. I called his cell phone and left a message, and he called me back and told me he was on his way. He finally showed up.

Friday, March 11, 2005

It's my sister's birthday today. I decided to try to quit smoking today. I went to the movies with socialization and saw "Robots." I forgot to get a receipt for my snacks. When I got out of the movie I remembered, but the guy said he couldn't access it because of the computer.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

I slept most of the day, then I got up and did my chore, which was afternoon dishes, and I did my weekend chore, which was cleaning the kitchen trash cans. I stayed up and watched Saturday Night Live and Fishmasters.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

I spent most of the day sleeping, and after dinner I borrowed a dollar from Tim and bought an RC to fight back the urge for a cigarette. I haven't smoked since the 10th.

Monday, March 14, 2005

I went with socialization to Dance Spectrum at Allan Hancock college in Santa Maria. I saw a lot of talented dancers and I was very entertained.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

I drank a big cup of coffee after dinner and I couldn't get to sleep until 3:00 in the morning. I'll never do that again.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I went to socialization and we ate hamburgers and listened to music. I was still tired from being up late on Tuesday night.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Eric was busy so he called me and said he couldn't make it to N.A. so I didn't go.

Friday, March, 18, 2005

I went to Woodstock's and had pizza, then I went to the movies and saw "Ice Princess." It was pretty good.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

I slept pretty good, and slept all day to catch up on my sleep. I stayed up and watched "Saturday Night Live" and "Fishmasters."

Sunday, March 20, 2005

I slept most of the day because I stayed up all night (until 2:00 a.m.).

Monday, March 21, 2005

I cooked pizza tonight and it turned out pretty good. I called my sister Dianna and she reminded me of her graduation.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I found out today from Mike in group that I've been approved to go to my sister's graduation in June.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

My sister came to town and we went out to Woodstock's for pizza.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I went to N.A. tonight and the topic was responsibility. People relayed the difference of how irresponsible they were when they were using and compared it to how responsible they are now.

Friday, March 25, 2005

My sleeping problems continued and I fell asleep at socialization today during lunch. I went and saw Mike at Conrep, then I went to Woodstock's and had pizza. I went to the library and printed out some pictures of an actress I like.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

I slept most of the day. At night I did my daily chore of cleaning one of the bathrooms, then I did my weekend chore of cleaning the recycling bin.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

I did some artwork today. I can't remember how long it's been since I drew. I was inspired by some pictures of an actress whose pictures I printed out from a computer at the library. The actress's name is Caitlin Wachs. I want to do a comic book about a surfer girl named C.J. Ryder. I want Caitlin Wachs to star in a TV series based on the comic book.

Monday, March 28, 2005

I didn't do much today. I didn't get around to doing any artwork because I was too tired.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I did some more artwork today. The surfer girl story is slowly starting to come together.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I saw the doctor today and he switched my risperdal from morning to night to help me sleep better. I went to socialization and we had lasagne.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

I went to N.A. as planned. A couple of people talked about having brothers who committed suicide.

Friday, April 1, 2005

We went to Avila today with socialization. I went to bed at a decent hour and fell asleep.

Saturday, April 2, 2005

I woke up early and took a shower. For some reason I had more energy today than I usually do. I think my body is finally adjusting to the risperdal.

Sunday, April 3, 2005

I relaxed most of the day and did my weekend chore.

Monday, April 4, 2005

I woke up and went to socialization, then I came home and relaxed.

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

I went to socialization and had coffee at Steve's house during lunchtime.

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

I had trouble cashing my check so Mike had me open an account at Heritage Oaks bank, and I didn't have any problem.

Thursday, April 7, 2005

Eric had to go out of town, so I couldn't go to the N.A. meeting tonight.

Friday, April 8, 2005

We went to Santa Maria today with socialization. We went shopping at a 99 cents store, and Eric (not the Eric from N.A.) bought me a donut at a donut shop.

Saturday, April 9, 2005

I slept most of the day and went to bed pretty early. I didn't stay up for Saturday Night Live like I usually do.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Today was pretty much like Saturday. I relaxed most of the day and did my weekend chore of cleaning the stove.

Monday, April 11, 2005

We went to Avila today with socialization. I also got my Medi-Cal card in the mail today.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Socialization went to Templeton today, but I couldn't go because I had to go to Conrep. I spent the day at the library.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

I went to socialization tonight and a guy named Kevin was being an asshole. He claimed I owed him money and it wasn't true.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

I had to cook tonight, so I couldn't go to N.A. I made chicken, mashed potatoes, and corn.

Friday, April 15, 2005

I went to socialization today, and nothing much happened.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

I slept and relaxed most of the day, and nothing much happened.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I did my weekend chore, which was to clean all of the wood tables in the living room, the bannister, and the kitchen table.

Monday, April 18, 2005

I came up with a great new idea for a comic book called "Sinbad In Space."

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I went to socialization today and we did current events. I read an article in Time magazine about Prince Charles marrying Camilla. Then I got on the Internet at the library and found out about the new Pope.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

At socialization today we climbed Madonna mountain. I got out of breath halfway up and we stopped for lunch. We had sandwiches, chips, fruit pies, and Capri-Sun.

Friday, April 22, 2005

We agreed to watch "Arrested Development" at socialization today and Bonnie cried because she wanted to play dice.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

I tried to stay up and watch Saturday Night Live because Kelly Clarkson was on, but I fell asleep.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

I relaxed most of the day and did my weekend chore, which was to clean the blinds and windowsills.

Monday, April 25, 2005

I went to socialization and then went to my doctor appointment at the clinic across from general hospital. I got sick today.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I went and got a blood level today.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

I went and saw the doctor today, and I got $35.00 from Mike and deposited a check into my bank account.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

I went to N.A. tonight with Eric. The topic was the feelings people had when they first started coming to N.A.

Friday, April 29, 2005

Socialization was only a half-day today, so I went to the library and got on the Internet. Then I went to Barnes & Noble and ordered a book on comic publishing. I also went shopping today because tomorrow it's my night to cook.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

It was my night to cook tonight and I made pizza and salad. I didn't stay up to watch Saturday Night Live tonight, I went to bed around 11:00.

Sunday, May 1, 2005

I knocked my chores out early today so I could devote the rest of the day to drawing the first page of the rough draft to my comic book "Shelly's Captive."

Monday, May 2, 2005

I went to the doctor today and made an appointment for a skin rash I have.

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

I went to the doctor today and got a prescription for antibiotics for my rash.

Wednesday, May 4, 2005

I got paid today and went to Woodstock's and had some pizza. I went to socialization and we watched "Finding Neverland."

Thursday, May 5, 2005

I went to N.A. with Eric and spoke of my time in Atascadero and how much clean time I now have.

Friday, May 6, 2005

I went to the Nipomo swap meet with socialization and saw a Raiders blanket for $35 I want to buy. I'm going to need it when I move into community housing.

Saturday, May 7, 2005

I woke up and did the morning dishes, then I relaxed the rest of the day and stayed up for Saturday Night Live.

Sunday, May 8, 2005

Big day today. My stepmother came to visit me from Sacramento, and she took me out for lunch at Hometown Buffet. Then we went to Barnes & Noble and she bought me two books: "How To Self-Publish Your Own Comic Book" and "The DC Guide To Writing Comics."

I also went to N.A. and got my two-year chip, and I went and saw "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy."

Monday, May 9, 2005

I went to socialization, and at lunchtime I used the money my stepmother gave me to eat at Foster's Freeze.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I got paid and went to Burger King. I also went to 2 Dogs and worked on my web page.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

I quit smoking today. I sent a $10 money order to Writing.Com to upgrade my membership from free to basic. With free membership, I only got 5 stories, but with basic I'll get 25. I also sent in my entry to the New Times 55 fiction contest.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

I went to N.A. tonight. I didn't speak, and the meeting lasted an hour. There was an old lady at the meeting I made friends with, and she sat next to me.

Friday, May 13, 2005

I went with socialization to the Woods Humane Society. I got to pet some kittens and I fed milkbones to the dogs. After socialization I went home and ate lunch, then I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on my webpage.

Earlier at socialization we played a game called Scattergories. We were supposed to come up with something sticky that starts with the letter F, so I came up with fruit juice. Bruce, a guy who lives at Osos house, was on the other team, and they came up with fruit. Bruce mentioned that we should've chose fruit as our answer because according to him, fruit is stickier than fruit juice. At home, I got an orange and told Bruce to feel it to prove he was wrong. He didn't want to, and we started arguing about it and I threw the orange on the floor.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

I got up at 9:30 and made coffee, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. I also stayed up late and watched Saturday Night Live.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

I woke up early and went to the comic book store, then I went to 2 Dogs and checked on the Internet to see if my membership at Writing.Com was upgraded yet or not. My membership wasn't in yet, but when I went back a second time it was there.

Monday, May 16, 2005

I packed a lunch for socialization for the first time today, so I wouldn't get hungry when I was on the Internet at Cal Poly this afternoon. I worked on some stories and had a good time. On the way home I saw a car with a backpack on the roof, so I yelled at them and told them what was wrong.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

I got paid and went to Cal Poly to work on my stories on the Internet. It is noteworthy to mention that at 7:00 I started to feel guilty like I did something wrong for staying out so late. I have no explanation for this paranoia.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

I bought two packs of Bubble Yum today, so I can try to quit smoking tomorrow. They were packs of ten for 90 cents, the same price as a five-pack. I went to socialization, and we had hamburgers and ice cream. We played blackjack afterwards, and I won a set of walkie-talkies.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

I went to N.A. tonight. The topic was our higher power, and I spoke about my belief in God.

Friday, May 20, 2005

I packed a lunch and went to socialization. I brought my backpack and went to Cal Poly afterwards. I worked on chapter two of "The Six Millimeter Man" and started a new version of my story "Megawoman & Goddess-Girl" that I originally wrote in 2000.

Friday night I helped Chris push his car back to Johnson street, and he gave me a pack of cigarettes and a dollar for helping him. I got back before 10:00 p.m.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

I relaxed most of the day, and did my weekend chore, which was cleaning one of the refrigerators. I stayed up and watched Saturday Night Live and did my laundry.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

After I did my vacuuming chore I took a shower and made breakfast, then I went to Cal Poly to get on the Internet to work on a story. I ran into Shawn Thomas from socialization and he loaned me $4. I bought a pack of cigaretes and a cherry Pepsi.

Monday, May 23, 2005

I went to socialization today and we went to an ice cream shop. I came home and vacuumed, then relaxed until dinner.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

I vacuumed this morning because when I got paid this afternoon I went to see Star Wars Episode 3. I also went to Captain Nemo's and bought three comic books, the Young Avengers. They have a character named Giant Girl. I also bought a can of coffee at Scolari's for $6.49

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I went to socialization and chopped onions. I paid Shawn the $5 I owed him, and I paid Tim the $3 I owed him. I went home and took my meds, and I watched American Idol.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

It was my night to cook, so I couldn't go to N.A. I made chicken, mashed potatoes, and corn. After I cleaned up, I went to farmer's market.

Friday, May 27, 2005

I went to socialization and did pre-voc. I worked on a sign we hung in the dining room. This makes 5 pre-vocs, and when I get my sixth I get a free lunch.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

I did my chores and went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet to work on my stories.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

I went to Cal Poly again today. I finished chapter three of the Six Millimeter Man.

Monday, May 30, 2005

I went to socialization and we had donuts. Before lunch we walked to the mission and after lunch we walked downtown.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I went to Cal Poly today.

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

I went to socialization and ate quiche, then we went to Barnes & Noble.

Thursday, June 2, 2005

I went to N.A. with Eric tonight, and I spoke during the meeting. I explained that I needed a sponsor. I went home and took my meds, then I went to Barnes & Noble and read "The Idiot's Guide To Creating A Graphic Novel."

Friday, June 3, 2005

I went to Cal Poly today and wrote nine chapters of a story called "Titans Among Us." It was a story Mike advised me to write.

Saturday, June 4, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and wrote nine more chapters to my new story. I stayed up late and did my laundry.

Sunday, June 5, 2005

I went to Cal Poly, and found out someone had added three porno chapters to my new story. I deleted them.

Monday, June 6, 2005

Paul offered to loan me $5, so I agreed. I went home and did my chore, then I went to Cal Poly.

Tuesday, June 7, 2005

I got paid today and paid Paul back. I bought a shirt and tie for my sister's graduation.

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

I went to socialization and we had breakfast for dinner. I went home and my mom called and I went to visit her at her motel room near Santa Rosa street.

Thursday, June 9, 2005

I went to visit my mom and we went to Burger King for breakfast. We went shopping at the thrift store near socialization to buy slacks and a dress jacket. I got a haircut and we ate at Hometown Buffet.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

My sister Shanna and her girlfriend picked me up and we ate at Taco Bell, then we went to our motel in Buellton. We then drove to Santa Barbara to visit my sister Dianna, then we drove back to the motel that night.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

We got up early and went to my sister Dianna's graduation. Afterwards, we celebrated by having a barbeque. There was beer drinking going on, but I stayed away from it and stayed on the Internet. Me, my sister Shanna, and her girlfriend stayed at a motel that night. I watched "Me, Myself, and Irene" starring Jim Carrey.

Monday, June 13, 2005

I woke up and took a shower at the motel, then we went to my sister Dianna's house and had breakfast. My sister Shanna drove me home, and I cooked pizza for dinner at Transitions.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Woodstock's and ate lunch with money my sister gave me. I went to Conrep and got my money, then I went to see "Shark-Boy & Lava-Girl."

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

I got into a confrontation with a guy who thinks I tried to rape his sister ten years ago. He had a fork in his hand, and he was holding it like he planned to use if if I tried anything.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

After socialization I went to the library and got on the Internet. I went to Conrep and talked to Mike afterwards. I went to N.A., but I didn't speak.

Friday, June 17, 2005

I went to socialization then I went to the library and got on the Internet. I joined a group at Yahoo I created several years ago called Teen Goddess, then I went to Writing.Com and created a story called Teen Goddess.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

I went with David to cash his check and he gave me $10. I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to Taco Bell. I also went and saw "Batman Begins" at the Downtown Centre theatre.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

I spent the day relaxing, and I did my weekend chore of doing the windows.

Monday, June 20, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went home and relaxed until it was time to do my chore, which was mopping the floor.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

I went to socialization, then left at 11:45 and went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to Conrep. I got paid and went to Taco Bell, then I went to Scolari's and bought a can of coffee.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

I woke up and took a shower, then I went to the comic book store. From there, I went to socialization. We had chili and cornbread. I came home and mopped the floor.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

I went to Conrep and spoke with Mike, then I went home and ate dinner. I went to N.A. and spoke about how I avoided beer at my sister's graduation.

Friday, June 24, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the clinic and had two warts on my face removed. I ran into a young woman I knew named Fanessa and asked her for her phone number, but she has a boyfriend. On the way home I got on the Internet at the library. After dinner, I did my laundry.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

I woke up and took my meds, then made some coffee and took a shower. I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I came home and relaxed.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

I relaxed and took it easy today.

Monday, June 27, 2005

I went to socialization, and when I got back I went shopping because it was my night to cook. I made baked chicken, mashed potatoes, and corn. My mom came to visit me, and we talked for a while.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I went and saw the house I'm moving into, and I picked out my room.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I went and saw "War Of The Worlds" at the Fremont. It was really good.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

I went to socialization and Conrep, and when I got back Eric was out of town so I couldn't go to N.A.

Friday, July 1, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went home and relaxed.

Saturday, July 2, 2005

I got all my stuff packed up for the move. It didn't take too long, because I didn't have too much stuff.

Sunday, July 3, 2005

I relaxed and took it easy today.

Monday, July 4, 2005

I called my Aunt Josey when I got back from the socialization barbeque, then I watched the Twilight Zone marathon on the Sci-Fi channel. We had tri-tip, fries, and Pepsi for dinner, and we had ice cream.

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

We moved today! Oscar helped me bring my stuff over in his car, and I moved everything to my room.

Wednesday, July 6, 2005

I woke up and took a shower, then Scott gave me a ride to the library. I got on the Internet for a half hour, then I went to Osos street to pay Tim the $1.50 I owed him, then I went to socialization.

Thursday, July 7, 2005

I stayed at home and waited for Mike, then I went shopping with Ralph. I got a lot of groceries.

Friday, July 8, 2005

I woke up and went to socialization, then I went to the library. I went to Conrep and Mike let me have $15 for cigarettes. I went to Transitions and got my blue plastic bowl. So far I have been really good about taking my medications.

Saturday, July 9, 2005

I took it easy today, because there was nothing else to do.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I hung around the house today. There's plenty of food to eat.

Monday, July 11, 2005

I went to socialization, then Scott took me out for coffee and bought me a Flex magazine. I have to pay him back.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I got on the Internet at the library, and by the time I got to socialization, everybody was gone. I went to Conrep and got my money, then me and Scott went out to Taco Bell. I paid him back for the magazine, and took him out for coffee. He took me to Albertson's and I got groceries.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

I started working out today. I used a dumbbell of 26 pounds to work my biceps. In the afternoon I went to socialization.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

I went to Conrep and wrote my rent check and my deposit check, then I went to the bank with Mike and deposited my two SSI checks. At 6:30 I went to N.A. because Mike gave me permission to go without Eric.

Friday, July 15, 2005

I stayed home all day, because my bed was supposed to be delivered, but it never came.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

I went to the library and got on the Internet and went to Flexonline and posted a question about nutrition, then I read a bodybuilding book.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

I worked out today, and hard-boiled some eggs. They turned out great. Afterwards, I took a shower, and took it easy all day.

Monday, July 18, 2005

I went to socialization.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep and got paid, and Mike took me shopping.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I worked out today, then went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to socialization.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

My bed finally arrived today.

Friday, July 22, 2005

I got up and packed a lunch after I ate breakfast, then I went to socialization. We went to Pismo.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

I went to Copeland's and checked out some weights, then I went to Long's to check the price on tape measure to measure my arms. I also went to the library and got a printout of how much I owe them. I also worked out.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I took it easy at home today. I ate hamburger & eggs for breakfast, and baked chicken and brown rice for lunch. I also worked out again, this time I worked my triceps.

Monday, July 25, 2005

I went to socialization. I got an idea for a screenplay called: "College Girls From Dimension 13."

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

I went to Conrep and got paid. I bought a can of protein powder and measuring tape.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I went to Conrep and gave Mike the checks that came in the mail, then I went to the library and got on the Internet.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I met with Mike and paid my rent. I chose not to go to N.A. today.

Friday, July 29, 2005

I went to a meeting at Conrep.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

I stayed home and took it easy today, and the cable TV was installed.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

I took it easy all day and listened to my radio.

Monday, August 1, 2005

I was too tired to go to socialization today, so I slept in.

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep and got my money. I bought a can of Bugler and went shopping for groceries.

Wednesday, August 3, 2005

I slept in and went to socialization, then I went home and worked out with Ralph.

Thursday, August 4, 2005

I went to socialization, but they were going bowling, so I went to the library. After that, I went to Conrep and met with Mike.

Friday, August 5, 2005

I went to socialization and we went to Avila. I borrowed $3 from Kevin. When I got back to town I got dropped off at the library and got on the Internet.

Saturday, August 6, 2005

I took it easy all day, then worked out with weights at night.

Sunday, August 7, 2005

I took it easy all morning, then went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet and worked on my stories.

Monday, August 8, 2005

I went to socialization and we made candles.

Tuesday, August 9, 2005

I went to socialization and they were going to Montana De Oro, so I had to go to the library and hang out until 12:30. I went to Conrep and got paid, then I went grocery shopping and bought a $20 can of protein powder.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I got up and took a shower, then I went to the library and started a new story called "Nazi Girls From Dimension Zero," then I went to socialization, and we went to Avila and had a barbeque. I had a good time.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

I went to socialization, and I went to the library and worked on my stories on the Internet.

Friday, August 12, 2005

I went to socialization at 10:00 and they were going to the park at 1:00, so I decided to go to Conrep instead. Mike read my journal, and we talked about me joining a gym. I also paid $1000 I owed to Conrep.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

I took it easy today and went to the library to work on my stories on the Internet at Writing.Com.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

I took it easy today and stayed at home.

Monday, August 15, 2005

I went to socialization and made something out of clay, then I went to Conrep and made a doctor's appointment for Tuesday.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I went to the doctor and got my prescription. Then I went to the library and worked on my stories. I went to Conrep and got paid, then I went shopping and picked up my medication.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I went to the library and worked on my stories, then I went to socialization.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep to meet with Mike. He gave me a coffee machine, and I got a ride home with Scott.

Friday, August 19, 2005

I went to the YMCA instead of going to socialization. They gave me a 2-week pass while I wait to find out how much a membership will cost. I went to the library and started a new interactive story called "Mighty Heidi." I also went to Cal Poly and added 14 new chapters to my interactive stories.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

I did my laundry and took a shower, then I went to Cal Poly and added seven chapters to one of my interactive stories. I came home and knocked out 3 pages of my comic book rough draft for "Shelly's Captive."

Sunday, August 21, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and added several chapters to one of my interactive stories. I also created a new static item that is a sequel to my "Megawoman & Goddess-Girl" story.

Monday, August 22, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went home and ate. I went to Cal Poly and worked on my stories, and I updatd my webpage and started a new club at Yahoo.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

There was no Conrep today, so I went to the bank and got my $65 and gave the receipt to Louise.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I went to the comic book store and bought a Jack Kirby magazine, then I went to socialization.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

I went to a Conrep house meeting, then I went to the library. Me and Mike went to the bank and cleared up some confusion.

Friday, August 26, 2005

I went to socialization and ate a chalupa I left there Wednesday night. We had a meeting where we talked about hobbies.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

I got on the Internet at Cal Poly and worked on my stories.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

I went to Cal Poly, and found that someone had added 19 chapters to my interactive stories. All of my stories that hadn't been rated got rated by this guy, and he gave me really high ratings. He did a pretty good job of adding chapters. He had a lot of spelling errors, but I corrected his work.

Monday, August 29, 2005

I spent a lot of time on the Internet at Cal Poly working on my stories.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

I talked with Mike and the guys during our session at Conrep about getting upgraded membership at Writing.Com, so after I got paid I got a $19.95 postal money order and had an order form I printed out off the Internet at the library and mailed it off. With upgraded membership I'll have a 250 item limit, and I'll be able to upload images.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I went to Cal Poly after I showered, and spent an hour on the Internet. I went to socialization, and Shawn told me about an issue of Heavy Metal magazine he has that has a giantess story in it.

Thursday, September 1, 2005

I pulled one over on mike by paying $20 to Writing.Com without telling him in advance, but he was cool about it.

Friday, September 2, 2005

I went to socialization and there was Dr. Pepper in the fridge, so I asked staff if I could have some, and they said yes. Afterwards, I went home and relaxed.

Saturday, September 3, 2005

I walked to Cal Poly, but the UU was closed for three days. I had to walk downtown to get on the Internet.

Sunday, September 4, 2005

I went to 2 Dogs and checked to see if my upgraded membership came through, but it didn't yet.

Monday, September 5, 2005

I went to socialization, and we went to Pismo for the day. I checked my e-mail at 2 Dogs, but my upgrade didn't come through yet.

Tuesday, September 6, 2005

I went to socialization, then I checked my e-mail at the library, and my upgrade wasn't there yet. After Conrep, I went to 2 Dogs, and it was there!

Wednesday, September 7, 2005

I think it's important to mention that I borrowed over $20, and I paid off all the people I owed yesterday. I'm going to make it my policy not to borrow money any more. I went to Cal Poly and finished a story called: "Terawoman & Titan-Girl" which is the sequel to "Megawoman & Goddess-Girl." Then I went to socialization, and my chore was the dishes.

Thursday, September 8, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. Then I went to Barnes & Noble and read a Superman book until 2:30, then I went to Conrep. I got there five minutes after Mike left, and Louise gave me a urine sample to do. I went home and ate lunch, then I went to Cal Poly only to find out the Union closed at 5:00 p.m.

Friday, September 9, 2005

I woke up early and made some coffee, then I went to socialization and we went to Pismo. Afterwards, I went to the library and got on the Internet for half an hour. After that, I went to Law's hobby center and checked out the Rapidograph pens.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

I woke up and took a shower, then I went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet and knocked out the fourth chapter of "The Six Millimeter Man." I saw some hot cheerleaders on the way home. I went home and cooked some hamburger and mixed it with refried beans, and made some burritos.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and added 4 chapters to my interactive stories. While there, I found four quarters in a newspaper machine, and I used the money to buy a ceramic container to keep my pencils and ink brushes in. I went back to Cal Poly later in the day and worked on a new story called: "Ubergirl versus Gigagirl." It is the third story in the Megawoman & Goddess-Girl series.

Monday, September 12, 2005

I called in sick today and stayed home.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Socialization went to Solvang, so I went to Aaron Brothers and found a deal on pencils, and I told them to hold them for me until I came back that afternoon. I also got a Micron ink pen to do my lettering in my comics with. I went to Conrep, then I got my money and ate lunch at Woodstock's. When I was done eating, I went to Aaron Brothers and got my stuff, then I went to Law's hobby center and got some pastels. I ran into a guy named Gary there, I know him from Roandoak. He gave me a ride home. I colored a drawing I did with the pastels I got, and I wasn't satisfied with the results.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I got up and cooked breakfast, and took a shower, then I went to Cal Poly. I worked on a layout for a comic book version of my "Six Millimeter Man" story.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Mike really got on me about not accomplishing anything. It motivated me to get rolling on my comics.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Me and Mike went to Mervyn's and I bought a pair of Levi's 501's. That night, I got started on the first page of a comic book version of my Six Millimeter Man story. I'm going to post it at my Teen Giantess Outpost webpage when I'm done inking it.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

I stayed home and worked on my Six Millimeter Man comic. I also came up with a new comic story to post at my Teen Giantess Vore Source webpage. It will be called "The Chronicles Of Microterra" and the chapter title will be "There's No Escape From Conqueror Kelly."

Sunday, September 18, 2005

I woke up and worked on the first page of the Conqueror Kelly comic. Then I went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet and added the Kelly character to my interactive story called "Escape From The Mighty Thunder-Goddesses." Then I went home and spent several hours working on the Conqueror Kelly comic. All in all, today was a great day, because I feel I've really accomplished something. I've taken a crucial step toward becoming a professional comic book artist!

Monday, September 19, 2005

I called Mike and told him about a problem with my meds, and he took care of it. I also called Brenner printing company and got a price quote for 400 comics, it's $1,945. It was kind of a weird day, because I was worried about how Mike would react.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I got up and went to socialization, then I went to the library at lunchtime and got on the Internet. I went to Conrep and got my money, and I had Scott drive me to Staples to buy a floppy disk case. I ran into Patrick there, the guy I know from Narcotics Anonymous. He told me I should go to N.A. meetings. Then we went to the beauty college, but they were closed. Scott took me to Food-4-Less and I got $36 worth of groceries, then I went and picked up my meds. After Scott brought me home, I walked to Law's hobby center and bought a cork-backed ruler and a drafting brush to wipe away eraser crumbs.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I woke up and ate breakfast, then I called SLO beauty college and made an appointment for 1:00. Scott drove me there, and I got my hair cut for $4 with a coupon. Scott dropped me off at the library, and I got on the Internet. Then I went to Barnes & Noble and read a graphic novel by Marvel comics. Then I went to socialization, and we had Mexican food. When socialization was over, I got into a deep conversation with a guy named Paul about neutrino dissimilation. Me and him always talk about scientific stuff.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. I went home and had lunch, then I went to Conrep and met with Mike. He said he would help me scan my drawings. I went home and Scott took me and Rodger to the donut shop at Marigold center. All in all, it was a good day.

Friday, September 23, 2005

I went to socialization and borrowed $2 to get some art pencils at Aaron Brothers. I got a 2-pack set of H3's, H2's, and the last set of HB's they had. When I got home I had lunch, and Scott drove me to Cal Poly and I got on the Internet for a couple of hours. It was a good day.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I woke up and borrowed $3.50 from Ralph, and I went to Captain Nemo's and bought a comic book called "Isis" that has an artistic style I want to copy. I took a shower and did my laundry, and I read part of an Arnold Schwarzenegger biography Ralph has. It was a pretty good day.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and worked on my stories on the Internet, and I worked on some of my drawings at home. It was an average good day.

Monday, September 26, 2005

I went to 2 Dogs and posted a pic I did 4 years ago. Then I went to socialization. It was a good day.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

I went to socialization, then at lunchtime I went to Kinko's to look at the prices for copies. I went to Conrep, and I got my money and went grocery shopping. It was a better than average good day.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I woke up and ate breakfast and took a shower, then I went to Cal Poly and worked on one of my stories. I came home and worked on page one of my Six Millimeter Man comic. I finished inking it. I went back to Cal Poly and went to the Writing.Com chatroom, and a lady wants me to do a drawing for her of a man in a fedora with a cape that says "Mystery & Suspence." Today was a pretty good day.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

I looked up suspence in Dale's dictionary, and found out I misspelled it on the illustration I did for the lady at Writing.Com. Mike scanned all my pictures, and I have to wait until Monday to upload them.

Friday, September 30, 2005

I thought I was having a heart attack when I was walking to Cal Poly, so I went to an office and a lady called the ambulance. They took me to Sierra Vista, and I stayed there for 3 hours, then they let me go. The doctor told me to quit smoking. It was a scary day!

Saturday, October 1, 2005

I went to the library and got on the Internet and re-created an interactive story that got deleted when I got locked up in 2002. It's called: "Stature Statute" and it's about convicts in the future getting miniaturized and sold at auctions. On the way home, I ran into Tim from socialization and he gave me a ride to Cal Poly, where I got on the Internet and re-created two more interactive stories that got deleted when I got locked up in 2002. "The Micro-Files" is about FBI agents in the 22nd century investigating crimes involving miniaturization. The other one was "Honey, Let's Go Back To The Future" where the characters from "Honey, I Shrunk The Kids" and "Back To The Future" team up to save the world. Today was a good, productive day.

Sunday, October 2, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and found out a guy had added 10 chapters to my new story "Stature Statute." I added 10 chapters to another of my stories, and I added two or three chapters to the interactive stories of other writers. It was a pretty productive day.

Monday, October 3, 2005

I went to socialization, and we talked about forgiveness. At lunch, I went to 2 Dogs and got on the Internet for ten minutes, then I went to a used bookstore. I went to Conrep, and me and Mike deposited my check. It was kind of an average day, neither good or bad.

Tuesday, October 4, 2005

I went to Conrep and Mike gave me the CD with my comic page on it. After buying an electric pencil sharpener at Rite-Aid, I went to 2 Dogs and uploaded the comic page to my website. At first I thought the image was too small, but I went to Cal Poly that night and clicked on the link, and the image was big like it was supposed to be. Seeing my comic page on the Internet made today a great day.

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and worked on my stories. I created a new interactive story called "Planet Of The Titans" about a space shuttle crew in the year 2049 who get pulled through a space warp to a world of giants.

Then I went to socialization and almost got into a fight because some asshole took my seat at dinner and refused to get up. Because of that, it was a fucked up day.

Thursday, October 6, 2005

I went to Conrep and met with Mike. He tried to re-size a picture so I could post it at Writing.Com, but he was unsuccessful.

Friday, October 7, 2005

I went to socialization. Then I went to Conrep and left Kevin's address and phone number with Mike, because I was staying the night at Kevin's house. When I stayed the night at Kevin's, he had a computer with Internet access. I got some work done, correcting little mistakes here and there, and I used colors for some of the introductions to my interactive stories. I also added some chapters to other people's interactive stories.

Saturday, October 8, 2005

I took the bus from Kevin's and went to the library. A guy named Microtiny e-mailed me and thanked me for adding to his interactive story. When I went to Cal Poly at night me and him communicated via e-mail, and we decided to collaborate on a new interactive story called: "Sorority of the Phoenix." It's about college girls from a parallel universe where the Nazi's won World War Two. They have shrink ray-guns, and they're trying to recruit girls on our world to join their Nazi sorority.

Sunday, October 9, 2005

I spent most of the day working on my comics. I went to Cal Poly and worked on my stories, and I communicated with Microtiny. When I got home I talked to him on the phone, and I made a deal with him to draw him a comic if he buys me one year of upgraded membership at Writing.Com.

Monday, October 10, 2005

I slept in because it was a holiday, and later I found out there was socialization today. I finished up on my comic, then went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet. I added to the new interactive story I co-created with Microtiny, then I talked to him on the phone when I got home.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Mike wasn't in for group today, so the group was led by Stan. After I got paid I went to 2 Dogs and printed out some stories I wrote four years ago that Microtiny found. He came up with the idea of making a graphic novel out of a story a guy named Gator wrote.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I slept in today, then borrowed $10 so I could go with socialization to Hometown Buffet. I ate healthy food and drank milk instead of soda. When I got home I talked to Microtiny about the graphic novel.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

I met with Stan today, and he said he was thinking of not allowing me to write stories about teenage girls any more. I was really worried about that, so today wasn't a good day.

Friday, October 14, 2005

I spent a lot of time at cal Poly on the Internet, working on my stories. Microtiny found a story I wrote four years ago called "Stranded On Asgard" and I was re-typing it out at Writing.Com. Today was a good, productive day.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I spent more time at Cal Poly working on my stories. Stan came by and gave me my med refills. Today was a good day.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Tim from socialization took me to McDonald's, then to Hollywood video. He bought me five videos for $20, and I have to pay him $10 this Tuesday and $10 next Tuesday. I also went to Cal Poly and started a story I wrote 4 years ago called "Aztec Goddess Of Microterra." Today was a good day.

Monday, October 17, 2005

On my way to socialization this morning I found $20 on the sidewalk. I bought a lighter and cigarettes, and I pigged out at Jack In The Box. At socialization we went to Santa Maria to a dance show. It was cool. Today was a good day.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep. I got paid, and I paid off the people I owed money to. At night I went to Cal Poly and worked on my "Aztec Goddess Of Microterra" story for about three hours. It was a good, productive day.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on chapter 3 of "Stranded On Asgard." I read part of a book about comic book artists, then I went to socialization. We ate quiche, and watched a movie about horror films. It was a good day.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

I met with Mike and showed him my comic pages, and he agreed to build me a computer. At night I went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet and worked on "Aztec Goddess Of Microterra" and finished it. Today was a good day.

Friday, October 21, 2005

I overslept and missed socialization. I went to Conrep and Mike confronted me about it, and I copped to it. This rarely happens. I went to Cal Poly and found out somebody rated my new story 4.5 stars. Today was a good day.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Late last night there was an intruder. He came into my house and talked to me, and Ralph and Rodger called the police and he got arrested.

I got a surprise call from my sister, and she said my mom was going to visit me. I spoke with my mom a while later and I told her it was okay for her to stay the night with me. I had okay'd it with Larry first. My mom arrived around 4:00, and she took me to Margie's diner. I had a huge cheeseburger and fries, then she took me shopping and bought me some groceries.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I woke up and had coffee with my mom, and helped her pack her stuff in her car. She gave me $1.60 and I went to 2 Dogs and bought a Coke and got 10 minutes of Internet time free, and I printed out four pages of an online comic at a shrunken woman website. I went home and stayed home all day, and my sister called me and interviewed me for a paper she's working on for college. She's attending a university in San Diego.

Monday, October 24, 2005

I went to socialization and then I went home. It was an average day.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep and got my money. I'm putting $20 aside to buy bristol board next week. It was an okay day.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Tim gave me a ride to Cal Poly, and I worked on some of my stories. I didn't go with socialization to the Graduate because I didn't want to spend my money.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

I went to socialization, and I also went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet. Today was a god day.

Friday, October 28, 2005

I went to socialization and drew a picture of a goddess. Afterwards, I went to Cal Poly and got on the Internet. Today was an okay day.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and finished chapter four of "Stranded On Asgard." Today was a productive day.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

I called Microtiny, because he got back from his trip to Peru. I told him Mike wanted his social security number and personal information to investigate him, and Microtiny refused. He said he felt Mike was overstepping his boundaries. He said he didn't want to associate with me any more. Today was a lousy day.

Monday, October 31, 2005

I went to socialization and watched Batman & Robin. I still spent the day thinking about Microtiny, and I was upset. Today wasn't a good day.

Tuesday, November 1, 2005

I went to socialization, and Steve gave me $23 to buy a Joe Kubert book on how to draw comics. I managed to save $15 for my bristol board, and I went to the post office and ordered it. Today was a really good day.

Wednesday, November 2, 2005

I slept in and ate and went to the library, then I went to socialization and ate pizza and watched "Interview With The Vampire." It was a good day.

Thursday, November 3, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on a story. I went to Conrep and met with Mike, and he told me I need to write a paper for Stan stating why it's okay for me to write teen giantess stories. I went home and wrote the paper.

Friday, November 4, 2005

I stopped by Conrep and dropped off the paper Mike told me to write, then I went to socialization. In the afternoon after I went home, I went to Cal Poly and worked on my stories.

Saturday, November 5, 2005

I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to Baja Fresh with a coupon Kevin gave me and got a shrimp taco. Taylor Thompson and Tori Thompson walked in, and I talked to Taylor. I quoted some song lyrics from a song I had written for her, and she said it was beautiful.

Sunday, November 6, 2005

I spent a lot of time at Cal Poly working on my stories. I get a lot more done at Cal Poly than I do at the library. Today was a good day.

Monday, November 7, 2005

Today is my dad's birthday. I called him up but all I got was an answering machine. I also went to Cal Poly today to work on my stories. Today was a good day.

Tuesday, November 8, 2005

I went to socialization, and on the way to Conrep I went to Leon's used book store and found a book on how to write and illustrate a graphic novel. After I went to Conrep and got paid, I bought the book. Today was a great day! I forgot to mention I voted for the first time today!

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

I went to socialization and helped scramble eggs for breakfast for dinner. I borrowed 2 Batman DVDs from Lexie, and I walked to 2 Dogs and got on the Internet. Today was an okay day.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

I didn't have to meet with Mike today, so I just went to socialization. I got on the Internet and a guy named Asuka who owns the Giantess Planet website e-mailed me and said he wants to post some of my stories at his site, and I said it was okay. Today was a great day!

Friday, November 11, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Kinko's and asked a question about Blueline Pro bristol board. I went to Cal Poly in the afternoon and got on the Internet and worked on my stories. Today was an okay day.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

I slept in, then I ate and went to Cal Poly. I applied at Giantess Planet, but it will take 24 hours to take effect. Today was an okay day.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I went to 2 Dogs to check if my membership at Giantess Planet was activated, but it wasn't yet.

Monday, November 14, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to Conrep to get my medications re-filled. I checked on the Internet, and my account at Giantess Planet was activated. Today was a great day!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

At socialization, we talked about controlling anxiety through the holidays, which was weird, because I never have anxiety during that time. At Conrep, Mike sprang something new on me: He said I have to pay off all my debts before I can get Internet. Because of that, today sucked!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I went to the library and printed out a couple of reference photos to illustrate a story I'm working on. I went to socialization, and ate dinner and played bingo. Today was an okay day.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. After that, I went to Conrep and met with Mike. Today was a good day.

Friday, November 18, 2005

I went to socialization, and we watched the first half of "One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest." It was funny. I went to Conrep, and Mike gave me my check and I went to the Greyhound and bought my bus ticket.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

I went to the library and got an e-mail from Gator. He explained the history behind his Empire stories. Today was an average day.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Today I just kicked back and relaxed. It was a typical day.

Monday, November 21, 2005

I went to 2 Dogs, and found out that Microtiny had e-mailed me $50 worth of gift points. I bought one year of upgraded membership at Writing.com. Today was a fantastic day!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I'm going to my Aunt Josey's in Artesia for Thanksgiving. I got on the Greyhound at about 1:30, and the trip took seven and a half hours. I arrived in Long Beach at 9:00 p.m. and my Aunt Josey, Uncle Manuel, and my Cousin Vangie picked me up. It was a long trip.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I slept in, then woke up and took my meds. I watched some movies with my Uncle Manuel, and got on the Internet because my Aunt has a computer.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I visited with my cousin Vangie and her kids, and she gave me two 20-pound dumbbells. I ate dinner with my Aunt Josey and Uncle Manuel, my cousin Squeenie and her boyfriend, and Squeenie's daughter Flower.

Friday, November 25, 2005 to Sunday, November 27, 2005

I can't remember anything specific about the events of Friday through Sunday, because I'm writing this after I got back from my trip. I got on the Internet a lot and visited with my family.

Monday, November 28, 2005

I got up at 6:00 in the morning and my Aunt drove me to the Greyhound in Long Beach. She packed me a lunch of six burritos and two bottles of 1.5 liter water. I left Long Beach at 7:30 a.m. and arrived in San Luis around 3:00 p.m. Scott gave me a ride home.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I went to socialization, then at 11:45 I walked to the library and got on the Internet. At 1:00 p.m. I went to Conrep, and when I got my money. I went to 2 Dogs and bought an hour of Internet time. The guy who owns 2 Dogs always gives me extra computer time.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I went to Conrep and paid my rent, then I went to 2 Dogs and posted two stories at the Giantess Magic message board. I got a positive response 2 hours later from a guy who likes to read all of the stories there. Then I went to socialization and helped by washing lettuce leaves. We had Mexican food tonight. All in all, today was a great day!

Thursday, December 1, 2005

I went to socialization and we had current events. I talked about an article I read in the newspaper. At lunch I went to the library and worked on some stories on the Internet at Writing.Com. After that, I went to Conrep and met with Mike. Today was a productive day.

Friday, December 2, 2005

I went to socialization and worked on the newsletter. I wrote about creating my first comic book. After lunch, we went to the growing grounds store by the mission. They had Venus fly-traps there. After socialization, I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on my stories.

Saturday, December 3, 2005

I went to the library and spent one and a half hours working on my stories on the Internet. Today was a productive day.

Sunday, December 4, 2005

I went to Cal Poly and spent a few hours working on my stories. I got a lot done.

Monday, December 5, 2005

I went to socialization and joined in center clean-up, and afterwards I met with the doctor at Conrep.

Tuesday, December 6, 2005

I went to socialization and we talked about stress management. At lunch I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on my stories. Then I went to group at Conrep and afterwards I got my money and went grocery shopping.

Wednesday, December 7, 2005

I spent most of the morning working on an illustration, then I cooked a whole chicken Steve Isenhart gave me. I took a shower and dropped off a rebate check for Oscar at Conrep. Then I went to the library and worked on one of my stories on the Internet. I ran into a lady named Janet I've known since I was a teenager, then I went to socialization.

Thursday, December 8, 2005

I got up and went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. After that, I went to Conrep.

Friday, December 9, 2005

I slept in and missed socialization. I went to the library in the afternoon and got on the Internet. I ended up staying up late because I forgot to take my evening meds. I watched Jay Leno and Conan O'Brien, then I took my meds.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

I slept in and drank coffee when I woke up, and pretty much stayed home all day.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

I stayed home all day and just kicked back.

Monday, December 12, 2005

I got up and went to Conrep and got my prescription. I went to socialization, then I went to the pharmacy and dropped off the prescription.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I went to socialization and we talked about dealing with boredom. Then I went to Conrep and had group, and I got paid $125 and went to the Greyhound and bought a round-trip ticket to Long Beach. The ticket cost $65, instead of $60, so I asked Mike if I could pull out an extra $5, and he said yes. I then mailed off for the manuscript submission guidelines for Asimov's science fiction magazine.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to socialization and we went to the Elk's Lodge and celebrated. I saw a lot of people I knew, and told them about my story that's getting published next month.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I went to socialization and we talked about New Year's resolutions. When I went to Conrep, Mike told me he was going to promote me to the next level in Conrep. Today was an exceptional day!

Friday, December 16, 2005

I was waiting for $50 to come from my stepmother, so I stayed home from socialization. I received the Christmas card from her that she mailed separately, but I didn't get the money.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

When the money from my stepmother came today, it was $100. I went to Barnes & Noble and bought a bodybuilding book written by Arnold Schwarzenegger, and I went to the post office and bought a money order and got a subscription to Asimov's science fiction magazine.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

My mom came to visit and she ordered a pizza, and she spent the night.

Monday, December 19, 2005

My mom bought me a $25 curl bar, and took me to Charter to get the information I need to get Internet. When I got home from socialization, my computer monitor that Microtiny sent me was here, and so was my manuscript submission guidelines from Asimov's science fiction magazine.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to Conrep.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 to Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I got on the Greyhound and went to my aunt's house in Artesia. For Christmas I got a flannel shirt and a pair of shoes, and my cousin Vangie gave me money to buy a Kelly Clarkson CD. I made some progress on some of my stories, because my aunt has a computer with Internet access.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

I went to socialization and had dinner.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

I went out to eat dinner with my stepmother, and she put $20 on my Kinko's card. She also bought me a plastic portfolio to put my bristol board in, and she gave me $40 to order more bristol board. I talked to my dad on my stepmother's cell phone, and he asked me to draw him a comic.

Friday, December 30, 2005

I went to socialization, then I worked on the comic I was drawing for my dad.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

I went to 2 Dogs, and my stepmother took me out for lunch at Mo's. I finished the comic for my dad. I spent the rest of the day watching the Twilight Zone marathon on the Sci-Fi channel.

Sunday, January 1, 2006

I went to 2 Dogs and worked on a story at Writing.Com, then I went home and watched the Twilight Zone marathon.

Monday, January 2, 2006

I went to socialization and found out Paul from Osos street died.

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

I went to socialization, then at 11:45 I went to the library and got on the Internet, then I went to Conrep. I told Mike my computer was broke, so he gave me a mouse pad and came over around 4:30 and fixed it. I spent most of the evening working on a new story on my new computer.

Wednesday, January 4, 2006

I went to Kinko's and uploaded the new story I wrote yesterday onto Writing.com. I scanned two pics I drew, but I couldn't e-mail them because the files were too big. I went to socialization and told Megan and Ashley about my new story.

Thursday, January 5, 2006

I went to Conrep and paid for my rent and utilities, then I went to the library and got on the Internet and worked on my stories.

Friday, January 6, 2006

It was my sister's birthday today, but when I called her she didn't answer. I went to socialization and worked on the newsletter. I wrote about my new computer.

Saturday, January 7, 2006

I went to the library with Larry, and he rented two movies for me. One was "American Splendor" about a guy who writes comic books that are drawn by Robert Crumb.

Sunday, January 8, 2006

I gave a guy at 2 Dogs 5 cigarettes and he gave me nearly an hour of Internet time. I found out a guy on the Internet who was going to pay me $100 to draw him a 10 page comic decided not to use me because I had expected him to buy the bristol board. I e-mailed him and tried to get him to reconsider.

Monday, January 9, 2006

I went to socialization and had my pre-voc lunch. When I got home, UPS arrived with the 22 pages of bristol board I ordered.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

At socialization, we talked about asserting boundaries with others. I went to the library at lunchtime, then I went to my meeting at Conrep.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

At socialization, we had chicken fettucini and garlic bread. My chore was to pour drinks.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

In socialization we talked about building a support system. I didn't have to go to Conrep today to meet with Mike, because he wasn't there today. At 6:00 p.m., me and Ted went to an N.A. meeting at the Alano club. Afterwards, he bought me pizza.

Friday, January 13, 2006

It was my birthday, and I called my mom and my Aunt Josey, and they wished me a happy birthday. At socialization we went to Barnes & Noble, and I found an art book I want to get. Me and Ted went to an 8:00 p.m. N.A. meeting at the Alano club.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

I went to the library and got on the Internet. I took it easy today.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

I took it easy all day today and watched cable TV. I also worked on the script for my comic book.

Monday, January 16, 2006

I went to socialization and we talked about effective communication. My room-mate Scott led the group.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

With socialization we went to San Simeon and saw the elephant seals. I had some cheeseburgers, and a squirrel jumped up on my lap and wanted me to feed it.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I woke up at 5:30 in the morning to get ready for school. I left at 6:45 to catch the 7:25 RTA bus to Paso Robles. I think I impressed my teacher by figuring out that the square root of 49 was a whole number. At night I went to socialization and we had chicken and played a game afterwards.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

At socialization we talked about stress. At 11:45 I went to the library and got on the Internet for half an hour, then I went to Conrep and met with Mike. Mike said that because I'm on the intermediate level, I don't have to come in next Thursday.

Friday, January 20, 2006

I woke up at 5:30 a.m. and caught the 7:25 RTA to Paso Robles. My class starts at 11:00, so I had two hours to kill. I got on the Internet and read the newspaper. I took the 2:19 home and walked to an N.A. meeting with Ted.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

The only thing I did today was go to the library and get on the Internet. Other than that, I took it easy.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

I went to Albertson's and bought some roast beef from the deli for my lunch tomorrow. I worked on some of my artwork today.

Monday, January 23, 2006

I went to school and took notes. Everything went great. I really seem to understand the material!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I went to socialization, then I went to the library and got on the Internet. Afterwards, I went to the meeting at Conrep, and got paid. Scott took me to the store to go grocery shopping.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

I woke up at 5:30 a.m. and went to school, then when I got home I went to socialization.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

I spent about four hours doing my homework, and about every 15 or 20 minutes, the phone would ring for Ted, and Scott answered it. A total of two different people called, and when Ted was informed of this he assumed there had been only two phone calls. Me and Scott had talked about the problem, and I tried to approach Ted with the problem. Ted denied there was a problem, and insisted his mom had called only once. Ted accused me of being wrong, and said he didn't want to hear any more about it. I exploded and asked Ted if he wanted to fight, and Ted backed down. When I calmed down, I called the emergency number and informed Stan, and he told me to leave a message with Conrep, so I did.

Friday, January 27, 2006

I woke up at 5:30 a.m. and went to school. I called Mike, and he told me to journal about it.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

I went to Kinko's and made photo copies of some illustrations I did, and went to the post office and mailed them off to Rodney in Texas. Afterwards, I went to the library and got on the Internet.