Lost

I feel something within my head,
is it that I see red?
Is it just an itch,
or a nervous twitch?

Do I feel the pain,
can I hide behind the rain?
Do I glow in the light,
or fade into the night?

Should I follow the pale shadow,
who am I to truly know?
Is there something more for me,
who am I to forever be?

Do I sit here in my dark cell,
what is it that I should yell?
Can I see anything but rage,
always am I locked up in this cage.

No more can I shed a tear,
can I go on from here?
Will I ever again smile,
will I walk another mile?

Am I still just a boy,
looking for his lost toy?
Do I have a friend,
who is with me til the end?

You see, I no longer feel,
this is no dream, it is very real.
I will answer the sun,
as I look down the barrel of a gun!!!