Night-thoughts/Save Me Kendra

Oddly enough, tonight, you’re sticking on the telephone
Soon I may think you’re enjoying yourself
And half of your best friends are me
And you’re doing new things that you’ve already tried
Don’t be afraid of soon
I can see it, but I can’t feel it
And I don’t know anything
And I’m spitting on my shoulders
And I really don’t know anything
Why are you trying to be something on
When you can’t sleep
Think of me
Wish and hope
To be born as the key to something
And not just soil
I hope you can learn through this
Learn through it
And I don’t really know anything
About you anymore
Because you’ve grown into something so dark and false
Come back
To a girl
An infidel in the Savior's lap
Come back
Stop wiggling your fingers at them
And I don’t know anything about you
I can learn if you let me
Asleep on a night blue horse                                                                                                                       
A white face hung with spaghetti yellow wool
It’s how I’d like to see you
Come back
But you’re so far gone now
To me
And you don’t know anything
About me
A rush of vomit
And a bench, just over the roof of my heavy, hot eyes
Some new princess worried for me
With a robe of sweat
I bled