Because

I hate life.
But I'm living it.
But I'm doing it.
I'm only human.
So, everything I do is compromised.
So, everything I do is synthesized.
I hate my generation.
But I'm a part of it.
But I'm a catalyst for it.
I love God.
Because He's supreme.
Because I can't do without Him.
I love Humanity.
Because of its beauty.
Because of its tranquility.
I hate Humanity.
Because of its hatred.
Because of its naivety.
I don't respect my elders.
Because age does not secure wisdom.
Because age does not secure character.
I respect those who deserve it.
Like parents, and soldiers.
Like siblings, and priests.
I hate myself.
Because I make people hate me.
Because I can't be me, without hurting others.
I am proud of myself.
Because I am singular.
Because I am free.