|Oh how the time swiftly passes, Mom.
It is is now six years and plus that you were taken away from me.
I love you today as I have loved you while you were alIive.
It is hard to do without you.
I know the lessons you taught me are still with me.
There is so much about you Mom that I remember.
Most of it was good and some not so good.
I know that you are still within my heart and always shall be.
There isn't a day but what I am able to see your picture and enjoy it.
There isn't a day that passes but what you are thought of lovingly.
I need to tell you something you already know and that is Karen
has gone for about three weeks.
I think it is great for her to get away from it all.
Ervin remains to be himself.
You know about him drinking and I am sure that saddens your heart.
It would be so much better if he would quit it.
I know that you would agree with that.
I now know what it was like the time I was drinking and how you disliked it.
I am sorry I put you through that.
There are alot of things I am sorry for but unable to change them now.
Glad that I learned from my mistakes,
There are so many things that were undone when you were alive that I failed to do.
I regret them too.
However one cannot go into the past and change the past.
I have to learn from the mistakes and go on and do better.
I love to talk to you like this.
It helps me to clear the air about things.
It was a sad day when I had to lose you.
It was a day I just as soon forget but cannot.
I know you are in a better place and a happier place.
I love you Mom and always will.
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