painfull needs

Beyond the brolken yesterday the memory is unclear.
How could we have come so far then end it all with fear?
The bruises on my face do not compair to my poor heart.
And now Im left to watch as my little world will fall apart.
And the person that I loved is not the person youv become.
With all your sharp words to me I started becoming numb.
I let you reashure me again and again of your false love.
But then you broke my spirit when the pushing came to shove.
The love I have for you sadly cant just wash away.
I only wish you knew the pain I go through every day.
But you will not hear of it from me nor will you know how Im pained.
Because I will hide away from you until my need for you has drained.