Wondering

Boy,
What are you thinking of?
When you think of me,
I mean.
Is the joking the same?
When you're with me.
Sometimes, that smile,
Is it more?
The teasing,
A sure sign, I think.
When I sat in your seat,
During class today,
You tried to move me.
Did you like your hands on me?
When we sat in a group,
Because the teacher was gone,
And you pulled my headphones,
Were you just being mean?
Or did you want my attention?
When you told me you knew,
I couldn't catch the quarter,
Did you just want me to try?
Just because you wanted a reason
To talk to me?
To laugh with me?
Boy,
What are you thinking of?