Love's Little Struggles

Your heart can break a thousand times over again,
if you simply refuse to let it love just once.
And everytime you think youve played it cool,
another chance at happiness is tossed amongst,
the others that youve sadly left behind;
for fear and bitterness fog and cloud your eyes.
And this judgement that you feel you have to make,
slowly fills your little world with lies.
You pretend that all is well and youll be fine,
and trick yourself a little more each night.
But is there no where in your heart of hearts,
that makes you think that maybe this isn't right?
And still everytime I get a little close
you tend to push me farther and farther away;
and before you know it youre on your own again
telling yourself you'll be with someone, someday.
Everyday that you spend greiving for your past
another day of your future has come and gone.
Still you keep to yourself just hoping,
instead of trying to help love, and fate along
So where do we have left to go from here,
if even in the past its always seemed,
that I can always see myself in you...
Yet you can never find yourself in me?