Beneath What Appears

I wanna take it all off your shoulders,
I want to dismantle your trouble brick by brick,
Everyday we could stare into the gates of heaven,
We could be what feels like should be
But when is it going to explode,
Is it going to be like a rupture of beautiful, glowing colors that will consume me,
Or will it be one and vibrant, like the glow you’ve given,
It can bewilder me and it can make us intertwine,
I can see the godly glow which you carry, you are a god,
You’re a savior,
I have to serve, even this one last time,
It’s a mission, it’s my duty,
It’s my calling, I know I have to please,
Not from an eye’s view, but from an internal view,
I need your hot breath on my neck, and I need you strong hands to keep it constant,
I need it everyday, I need it now, I need it at the worst times,
The best times are when I know you’re there,
When your dark brown eyes are grilling the back of my head,
I need every little touch and taste in order to survive,
I need this kind of adrenaline,
You’re a whole new kind to me
It’s exciting and brand new,
Yet, it’s been there all along in milder forms,
But, now I can feel the blood gushing,
I can hear new ideas forming,
Why now at the worst possible moments,
How can I scream, they’re all staring,
How can I toss away every obstacle between us fast enough,
It’s calling me, my calling is calling me
I have to tell you, I have to,
The truth is what you want to hear,
It will surprise you, maybe even shock you,
But, you will like it,
I’m sure you will like it.