Alone

Standing in the darkness
heart is filled with joy
body is still
trembling

In the darkness
on the balcony

Smoke of the cigarette
in its twisted spirals
joining the wind
somewhere above

Watching you
smile
like you always do

these stars
in your eyes
reflecting
the sky

Smiling to me
and still
leaving

in the middle of the night

Leaving me here
smoking
thinking
wondering

Alone
in the darkness
of the night

and thoughts