ending to "maybe, somehow, wish"

Maybe one day my plan for Monique and Freddie to get together will workout. I mean, I love Monique-she's like a sister to me-but I have to say her new boyfriend Eric is a little weird. Who likes science fiction and old fashioned comics these days? I guess Monique was too wrapped up in her fairytale world to realize she almost loves a sci-fi geek, but I've seen the way he looks at her. He obviously cares about her, and I guess they did meet by accident in the cutest way-who accidentally goes to a starwars convention on their way to the library? To pick up a romance novel?Oh well. They're happy, and I can't complain about that.



For now, my life isn't too bad. I got some good marks on my finals and even picked up an awesome boyfriend somehow. I guess maybe that's an accident too. Morgan is great, and he really cares; not like Derick or whoever that guy was Monique set me up with. It's so long ago now I don't even remember how Monique knew him. She told me the other day Derick decided he was gay. I guess that explains some things. Valentines Day is next week, and for once I want be watching High School Musical or something similar by myself. Perhaps I'll even watch High School Musical with Morgan. Maybe.



So I'm happy. There isn't much more I can say. I want to dance, sing, prance around, have a bath, eat curly fries... so many things. I feel like being me. Jodie. I want to scream it from a rooftop, but nice and slow so it sounds more dramatic. So does it matter? I'm happy. Maybe I'll get my novel finished, maybe published, maybe sold and become a bestseller. Maybe, Maybe, Maybe... Someway, Somehow, Maybe.