Sorrow

A million times I lie awake
Remember what you used to say
I'm fine just the way I am
I've thought over recently
The words I wish you'd say to me
But I don't think you can
If you can see behind
The hurts and lies
The horror that I've tried to hide
The secrets I
Have made too tight
Are simply tired of being mine
But if someone could see through me
I know exactly who it'd be
But I'm afraid it's just another dream
Another secret I'm gonna have to keep
A million times I wait the dawn
The day that nothing else goes wrong
That day is yet to come
I've waited for the day to rise
Like little birds up in the sky
I still can't see the sun
If you can see behind
The hurts and lies
The horror that I've tried to hide
The secrets I
Have made too tight
Are simply tired of being mine
But if someone could see through me
I know exactly who it'd be
But I'm afraid it's just another dream
Another secret I'm gonna have to keep
Another dance I dance alone up in the air
Another song I sing just to make it clear
Another sleepless night up in the dark with nowhere else to run
A million times I lie awake
A million times I wait the dark
Remember what you used to say
I'm fine just the way I am
I've waited for the day to rise
Like little birds up in the sky
But I don't think it can
If you can see behind
The hurts and lies
The horror that I've tried to hide
The secrets I
Have made too tight
Are simply tired of being mine
But if someone could see through me
I know exactly who it'd be
But I'm afraid it's just another dream
Another secret I'm gonna have to keep