Death Row

I'v been sentenced to death row

Please don't cry for me mother

I'm not worth a tear

Sister, I'm sorry I've let you down

Brother, I know you thought I was better

But I wasn't

But you have your perfect kids now

No more me disappointing you

I will never make you cry again

You've got it perfect now right?

No one will even notice

The earth has lost one more person

But it's better now right?

Why must I breath for an earth that's so cruel?

I can't take the burning inside

I overdosed on pain

"I don't care if it hurts"

It's not true

I do care, I want it to stop

I put on a big smile for you

While I'm rotting inside

Disgusting and Nasty

I planned for this