Today I am Lonely

Oh how I wish I could hold you in my arms.
I would feel less lonely if that were possible.
You are the reason for my living.
You give me purpose.
You give me self-esteem.
I know that you are resting now.
I know that your thoughts are not on me.
That is fine.
I know that I think about you every second of every day.
You are the reason for me to live and want to keep on living.
I am lonely right now.
I am so lonely inside.
it is felt that a big burden has been placed upon me.
How much it would be lifted off of me when I see you again.
I can't do without you.
I am happy that you are going to remain here for me.
it will be so much better for i will get better myself.
I wont' depend upon you all the time as I do now.
I won't be any trouble to you, I promise.
Yes, I am lonely now and will be until you wake up.
I love to have you near me.
You give me courage to face whatever may come my way.
This piece sounds needy and I know that.
I just want to be as close to you as I can and not have to do without you.
This is my wish and desire.
I love you so very much.
You know that already.
I know that you know that.
I am so glad that you love me.
It is so warm when you tell me so before going off to bed.
I feel like it has been a good day when you do that.
I cherish the moments I spend with you.
They are the most precious of times for me.
How I would love to love you more.
But you don't want that.
I realize that and am  dealing with it.
Be there for me when I fall.
Be there when I need you and all will be okay.
Love me is all I ask.
I will love you for all eternity.