Loneliness is a Friend of Mine

Loneliness has become a friend of mine.
it is there when I wake up and when I go to bed.
It never lets me forget it is in the same room with me.
It nags at me wanting more attention.
This is like walking in a desert.
There for miles is a bunch of sand.
The sky overhead of me is grey.
At night there is no moon to shine.
it fades within the clouds.
Whenever I need someone loneliness shows up.
It raises its head..
it seeks to torment me.
There is nothing in the world any worse than being alone.
There are calamaties that boggle the mind.
There are hurting people all over the world.
However, to me the greatest of all of it is loneliness.
There is not one person for whom I stand.
They all want to flee and run away from me.
I stand alone in my loneliness.
The very one I love has left me alone now.
He has stayed with me the biggest part of the day.
I love for him being near to me.
Yet, when we are close together I still have a sense of being alone.
Alone and cold to face the cold night alone with my loneliness.
This is how I feel and no one can take my feelings away from me.
Being alone is a very bad way to be.
However that is what I am alone.
A loner all through high school was I.
A loner in college was I.
No one cared for me.
I remain alone now because my parents are both gone.
I have a brother but he is far away from me.
So, I remain alone and i share my life with my friend loneliness.