My immortal

I was sobbing, I had told him, I hated him, but I look back, it's almost unbearable, he wasdoing his job, saving the universe, and I told him to get lost. Every night, in my dreams, I see him, almost as if he's haunting me.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.

I wished he'd leave me alone, stay out of my life. but every moment, of every day, I could see him out of the corner of my eye, I'd a closer look, and he'd vanish. Am I going mental?

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

The pain it caused me, the grief, the anxiety, I had began to fail in my studies. so far behind, I almost had to drop-out, but I couldn't, I wanted the education, but still, he'd haunt me. Still, he'd be there, a figment of my imagination, but so life-like, it might as well be him, himself.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me.

When I would cry over anything, he was beside me. almost as if he wished to dry my tears, but he couldn't touch me. When I would scream, whether in pain, or fright, he would be beside me, almost like he wished to protect me from anything.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

I remember when I first his face on the silver screen, I fell in love with him. Now, my life has dramatically changed, I won't ever be the same, ever again. His face, I can't look at it not even a photo. his voice, I'm afraid of it.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

I find, I can't stop thinking about him. how he watched over me, it was to much to bear, but the wounds he left, they couldn't be erased, the pain was too real. the wound would never heal.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me.

Every time I saw him cry, I wanted to comfort him. When he would scream, I wanted to protect him. I wanted to hold his hand, let him know someone cared about him. I swore that if he were real, I would never turn my back on him.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along.

But, in a way, I did, I said he wasn't real, and he faded from my world. I thought that was the last I would see of him in person. But now, I find myself longing for his touch in my hand, but I'm alone.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me,

me,

me.