Since You Left

Since you left there has been no music to play.
I can't bear to hear the music we used to listen to together.
I know you had to leave and make a life for yourself.
I know it means much to your mom for you being there.
Since you left there hasn't been any tears shed for you.
I know that I can't cry but would if I could.
However, no amount of crying would ever bring you back.
I love you, so very much!
It is known within myself that you will come back to see me.
That is the thing that helps me up when I am down.
I am being strong and will remain strong for you are my strength.
As long as I have you I can be strong.
I miss you so much but know that you will come to be with me
It is known that you live right down the road from me.
And in that way I feel so close to you.
I love you my dear brother and my best friend.
May you always feel of me as being yours.
I would love to treat you again to some Chinese. 
I know it would be good and better yet to have it with you.
You are my world, Bob.
You are the epitome of someone I wish I could be like. 
Know that my heart will always have a space for you in it.
You mean the world to me.
Thank you for loving me.
I am strong with that love everyday of my life.
I miss you so very much.
However, I know that you're not that far away from me.
Only one phone call and I am sure that with all of my heart you'd be here for me.
That is the beauty of this our relationship.
I know you and i am so very glad that I do.
You have blessed me with your presence everyday of my life for these four years and counting. 
And just because you are away doesn't mean that you are ever out of my heart for you're not.
Oh the love is so strong and I feel it radiating from you every day of my life.
How wonderful you are.