The Test of Time

Susie Lou is conducting an Interview with her lower self, otherwise known as the Festy Mole Faced Bitch.

Susie Lou:

"Good morning Festy Mole Faced Bitch.  What are you planning today?"


Festy Mole Faced Bitch:

"I'm going to start on you again.  I know how low you're feeling right now and I'm going to tell you what you fear the most. Hahaha!"


Susie Lou:

"Why would you do that?"


Festy Mole Faced Bitch:

"Because I know you so well.  I know all your weaknesses and the thought of losing this man is my way to make you suffer."


Susie Lou:

"Why do you want me to suffer?"


Festy Mole Faced Bitch:

"Because I can't stand to see you happy.  It disturbs me.  This man has no time for you anymore.  Why don’t you take the hint and leave him alone? You are only making a fool of yourself you know.”


Susie Lou:

“He loves me with all his heart. He came back to this lifetime to love and protect me.  This time apart will pass and we will be together again.  I know how much he loves me so my advice to you is to get back in your box or I’ll sort you! I will shine a light so bright on you that you will melt into a puddle.”

The festy mole faced bitch scuttles back to her corner and sits there glaring at me.  For a short time I have a reprieve from her.  I know she'll be back later when she thinks I'm not strong enough to challenge her. I may be downhearted right now, but I'm coming back from the darkness that threatened to take me over.