Eight Years and Two Months Ago

Dear Mom,
It is time again to celebrate your homegoing. 
i am so glad that you are in Heaven today.
I know where you are and who you are with.
That blesses my heart in knowing this about you.
I am doing fine but there is my missing you that hurts me.
There were the days when all wasnt' well between us.
I am sorry for those times. 
It is better now for I have learned what you were hoping to teach me.
If something is too good to be true it normally is.
One of the things you taught me. 
The appreciation is great with me for what you have done in my life.
I love you, my dear mother.
I've said somethings I am ashamed of and you know what they are.
I don't like to say the things I have said and you know that to be truth.
I ask God to forgive me for saying the things I have said.
I hope that He has heard my prayer.
Thank you for teaching me different from what I have said.
I know it is wrong and will be careful not to say them again. 
I hope you have seen Dad there by now.
I know that it isn't the same in Heaven as was here on earth.
But I hope that the memories are there for the both of  you. 
Will  close this now and hope to write you again next month. 
I love you, Mom.