A Letter To The Readers

To the ones that read my writings
i have never been a deeply religious person
i came to America as a child and lived through a lot of both the bad side of man and the good side of man
i grew up in the Catholic religion but as a child never really understood it
my mind was always on kid stuff
but the thing is that i grew away from the church in my teen and adult years
partaking in many things that i am not proud of now as i reflect on my past
but i have to tell you that i always believed in the Lord and as i look back on my life i can see that He was always near
as i built my kingdom from profits born from darkness it got to the point where He had enough
slowly over the last few years he began to strip me of everything i had
my older brother that i looked up to got into drugs and then an accident at home left him in a coma and a month later he passed
i lost my job that i loved and had worked for thirteen years
i decided to spend my life savings in a property with business in hopes that it would carry me to my golden years
my elderly parents both took ill and leaned on me for assistance
i came home one Sunday afternoon to find my little dog Abby taking her last breath
she was followed by my two year old Rottweiler
the economy went down and my business quickly followed
with no money coming in i lost my bmw
i'm about to lose my house of ten years
i'm about to lose my business and property
please understand that everything that came to pass
my God tried to let me know what was about to come but i was not listening
i was down on life and often thought of ending it all
but the love from my parents kept me going
and then one night last year my God came to me as i slept
he spoke to me about his creation
people had been coming to me before that and speaking about Him
but i did what many people do that are not into religion...i pushed them away
but after the night that He came to me my life began to change
i started to listen
i started to read
i started to write
i stopped thinking about death and started to enjoy life
every religious piece that i write is truth and inspired by God
for i feel him with me when i write
and all my other writings come from life
you may read writings that are gay themed
or about conflict between man and woman
you may read about the pangs of first love
or themes that are racial in nature
being raised American... it is what i saw and lived
but know that i am American and love all Americans
and everything that is American
i thank you all for taking the time to read
God bless