Pain

Why? It hurts!
Can’t forget; can’t forgive.
Because the world came crumbling down.
Not on me, but on my soul;
It was hard to hold in tears;
Don’t know how I managed;
You reminded me of my fears.
I can’t see you;
I don’t want to see you.
The pain…
What did I do?
How could you?
The pain…
It feels like I’m trapped.
I want to forget.
I want out.
I can’t escape.
I’m wounded inside and out.
Seeing you only reminds me of my pain.
Forgiving you is the one thing I want to do.
Too bad you're not sorry.
I'm angry;
I'm sad;
I'm so confused all because of you.
Really...
What do I need to do?