Poems

-Again-
Can't you see in the dawn light,
These feelings I show you,
You asked to see,
So true?

But all you see is dark,
These fragile feelings,
In front of you,
But you can't see.

If I give them to you,
To hold close,
You wont break them again…
Will you?

I will willingly give them,
If you will treat them with care,
And not shatter them
Like before.

For another break,
Will do me harm,
That I may not recover from,
Not again.

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-I Can't-

I can’t see,
your pictures.
I can’t see,
Your face.
I can’t,
Without crying.
I can’t help it…
I miss you.

I can’t help,
Missing you.
I can’t help
Wanting to hear your voice.
I can’t help
Wishing to kiss you.
I can’t help it…
I miss you.

I can’t stand,
being alone.
I can’t help,
Being half.
I can’t help
Feeling you made my whole.
I can’t help it…
I miss you.

I can’t,
Have you back.
I can’t,
Because you said.but..
I can’t,
Let you go.
I can’t help it…
I miss you.

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-A Moment in Time-
A moment in time,
Standing still,
My heart and yours,
Beat in perfection.
Your arms around me,
Holding me close.
My arms around you,
Holding you close.
Your breath flows,
Across my cheek.
My breath flows,
Across your neck.
I raise my face,
Waiting for a kiss,
You lower yours,
And give me that kiss.
Your lips against mine,
Mine against yours,
I could stay this way forever.
In your arms,
I feel safe,
I feel wanted,
You are my home.
Hold me forever,
Kiss me,
And we will forever stay,
In this moment of time.

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-Fractured heart-
My heart weeps deep within me
As if part of it has been taken.
Everyday is a struggle,
Knowing that it is gone.

If only it wasn't gone
If only you hadn't taken it.
How could a friend do this,
How could a friend hurt me so deep.

The wounds may heal but the scars...
Those will never heal.
Solidly in my life,
Having to live around them.

The tears that fall,
Rolling slowly twords the ground,
Show the pain I feel,
And the pain I wish I hadn't inflicted.

I weep for your pain too.
The pain I caused,
The pain I wish I hadn't
The wrong I wish I could mend.

The apology you accepted,
How was that not enough,
To start the mend that was needed
And yet it destroyed.

If only I could fix it.
If only it hadn't happen.
Maybe my best friend,
Would still want me around.

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-Soul-
Two souls,
seprately a whole,
But one cannot live,
without the other.

Two souls,
linking past,
linking present,
for the future.

Old souls,
young bodies.

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-stranger-
How many years has it been?
I was twelve now twenty-one.
Eight years.
Eight since we spoke.
The time has passed unmarked.
But now i'm an adult.
It came so quickly.
Without you here.
Without you knowing me.
Do you ever wonder,
Who I am?
Do you miss me?
And what you have missed?
Will you ever want to know me?
You abandoned me.
Us, your life.
Do you ever want to know,
Who I am?
Im still hurt,
By what you did.


All I really want to know is...
DO you miss me?


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-Goodbye-

Mostly loving you.
Sometimes hating you.
Sometimes leaving you.
Sometimes running to you.
Clinging, pushing, wanting you.

One moment this,
One moment that,
This,that,this that.
Can't make up my mind.
Maybe I can end this,
By ending it.

But, by ending it.
I will feel sorrow.
And if I know that,
I can over come.
This.