My raw feelings

Thought back the other day, thinking what just happened.
Thinking about how it happened, making sense of anything that I could find.
Because I'm just about to give up, and no-one cares.
I must have been that foolish, to trust them again.

May as well let the rain come down,
And lose my temper, at traitors,
While they're there.

Something! Is changing! Bruising and taking and I'm,
trying! to find out what it is!
When I fix it! It's breaking!
Reason keeps escaping me!
Protecting! I'm burning like a cyst!

I know that! I can help you!
I just don't f**king want to!
And the feeling! Is stronger by the day!
Say that! I'm stupid!
But I will! Ignore you!
And I'm, Just so! Sick of the chase!

While you are ruining your last chance,
I will be crying myself dead.
While you keep breaking my trust again,
I will be setting myself alight.

Too late! You hurt my feelings!
You made me feel this way!
You caused this s**t to happen, and now you want out?

Too late! you hurt my feelings!
You made me feel this way!
I hope you know now that it's nobodies fault but yours!

While you are ruining your last chance,
I will be crying myself dead.
While you keep breaking my trust again,
I will be setting myself alight.