my insanity

                                                  ~my insanity~



the darkness is not pleasent

but the white noise is not either 

the fall i took was too hard to not be real

laid out by the white light

and taken by the darkness

overcomed by sleepiness

and encased by fear

my eyes wide open

blinded by screams

shot by visions of dreams

shaken from the begining

that ended ever so softly

with a vision of understanding

the light was just a step

a step towards the end

with eyes wide open and i realized

its not the end that im scared of 

its the insanity of eternity

too see the light is a twisted turn

to see darkness was the begining of my burn

the burn that enslaved me 

time will heal all things

but the punishment of my life is everlasting

and when the war that starts it all will not die

I stand forever

forever alone in my mind