I Shall Live in Your Shadows

I shall live in your shadows
and be hurt by thirteen arrows
I shall watch you getting hurt
knowing you'll be washed in dirt
and still I'll be full of emotions
carrying too much of devotions
lightening whenever I see your face
knowing you still have grace
but hiding I am still
not letting you know my will
But letting the tears come down
every night till dawn
then I keep the day
feeling the sun rays
trying to be merry
for the day is ordinary
till the approach of the twilight
making my eyes bright
and full of tears
for the next thirteen years
till one rainy day comes
and the rain drums
washes all my pain
I suffered for in vain
and here begins a new story
carrying only a glory
of eternal passion and desire
and your memory will remain dire

December 5th 2009
^{I don't know if I should have shared this poem, as it's very personal, and I nly read it to close friends. But I hopepublishing it will make no harm.}