Bleed my Self-Esteem...

So scream with me now as i tear
my heart of ice and asbestos lungs..
as i'm home alone again,
i shatter glass and use it's blade,
and fall off the top rung, back down now and fade
fade back to shadowed silence
go back to sleep, then to dream

To see your paled expression
how you hurt me!
once more,there goes sanity
bright lights will kill me now,
that's how it's meant to be

Hours creep so slowly
on the clock of your existence,
so scream with me now as i tear out
my heart of fire and cancerous lungs
i'm home alone again,awaiting the agony
these fragments bring...