This is how I felt.

I felt alone once,
You changed it.
I felt no one loved me,
You destined it.
I felt fear for ages,
You conquered it.
I felt we had this held together,
You promised it.
I felt marraige was meant forever,
You ruined it.
I felt we had each others soul.
You evaporated it.
I felt I had to fix it up,
You ignored it.
I felt my heart was invincible,
You broke it.
I felt it was my fault everytime,
You started it.
I felt bruising pain when you hurt me,
You did it.
I felt like a soldier in battle;
You blew it.
I felt forgiveness was my life
You repeat it.
I felt leaving was a better option,
You forbid it.
I felt chances were numbers,
You continue it
I felt respect was an enemy;
You provoked it.
I felt alone again,
you allowed it.....