Never Forgiven

Never Forgiven

Fucked.
It's what I am,
What I was,
What I'll always be.

Like a piece of meat,
In the market;
For sale to the
Highest bidder.

You fucked me
With your pretty lies
And silken tongue,
Pleasuring my body.

But forgot my heart;
The part of me
That cries,
Then damns you.

With you, fucked.
In love, stupidity.
Forgotten emotions
That rage in the night.

You never gave
What I needed,
But only what you
Thought I deserved.

Fucked.
Beneath you, like
The Bitch you
Wanted me to be.

My tears hidden
Beneath your fists
As they smash into
Tender skin. Bruising.

Forgiveness? Never.
I can't forgive the pain
Or the tears, or the
Bruised flesh.

Fucked. Forever,
Alone and afraid.
You have imprisoned
My confidence.

Beneath the smile,
I seethe in anger.
And lie in wait
For the day.

Fucked. It will come.
And you will be
Left alone. Shocked.
After we've fucked.