the unsent letter

hi jaan
do u ever think how much i miss u all the time?? =( i only think what if this i wud have done or done that thing right...i have no friends left...after u left...i m still stuck where u left me..today i saw the last episode of dil mil gaye...the hero and heroiin met in the end finally..will our life be like this...will we ever meet...i m soooooo lonelyyy..i suck in studies...at makin friends...i am an irritating person to every1...no one does anything for me...i feel like im no one in this entire world..i misssss u sooo much..the only thing that makes me happy and then sad is when i relive ur memories in my heart...we used to be inseparable...and now look at us...sooo much time has passed..we dont even say hi to each other =( what will become of me huh??...will i ever move on...im just totally stuch in life ..i hate every1 =( i get tired of crying and cryin but nothing changes...Allah plzzzz give me sum hope..im sorrry..i m sorry Allah..im sorry ami abu..im sorry mama and papa..apas....im sorry all my friends... =( i have realized im get punished for all the bad things i have always done =( im sorry all my teachers...this is the reason that today i m left completely alone in the whole wide world....i can never make any1 happpyy.im soooo unthankful..i realized now =( what happend to us ??...i just think all the time..what wud have happend if u had forgiven me..wud we have been together??..r we destined to be seperate?????? whyyyyyyyy??? if we had to part why did we become friends??? but if we never had become friends l wud have never had such beautiful memories only with the help of them im living... i mish u...the friend who was mineee

i love u
always and forever