50 I'm Totally Shattered; I'm........

50  I’m Totally Shattered; I’m Falling Apart


Look how she left and broke my heart
I’m totally shattered; I’m falling apart

Those nights dark have made me a loon
She took with her the stars and moon

I cry and cry all night till dawn
For sleep I cannot; my dreams are gone

And gone is the fire; what’s left is ash
And remains not even a spark or flash
         
Oh, how I miss her beautiful face
Her style and form, her poise and grace

It’s all so dark, I grope and grope
And, SHAIDA, for me there is no hope 

   
                URDU GHAZAL


Dil ko wo torh ker jo hamaaray chalay gay
Saaray wo lay kay saath sahaaray chalay gaay

Kaali ghata hay, shab hay, andhaera hey her taraf
Lay ker wo saath chaand sitaaray chalay gay

Aankhoun ki neend urh gaie aur saath saath sab
Thay jis qader bhee khaab piaaray chalay gay

Dil jal kay khaak ho gaya, aatish kay saath sab
Sholay huay tamaam, sharaaray chalay gay

Jaati raheen adaaen, wo ghamzay naheen rahay
Ishway chalay gay, wo ishaaray chalay gay

SHAIDA ko daekhhiay keh mohabbat maen umr bhar
Taaray wo aasmaan say utaaray chalay gay