Suspicion

I was always told,
There would never be,
A time I wouldn't have,
Someone holding me

She would be the only one, 
Holding heart and key,
Only one to unlock the door,
To the man that was me

A certain someone that would be,
Always there for me,
Now I simply just regret,
All the things I can't forget

At night I feel her lying next to me,
Is there not an answer,
To the riddle,
I have come to be?

Now it's just the past and me,
Fleeting memories,
Haunting miseries,
Just suspicion holding me

All I ever feel is heartache and pain,
Embarrassing shame,
Lonely and lame,
Just suspicion holding me

At night I still feel her lying next to me,
Is there not an answer,
To the riddle
I have come to be?

All I ever feel is heartache and pain,
Embarrassing shame,
Lonely and lame,
Just suspicion holding me

Just suspicion holding me

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